HXTRED999
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I'm in a very dark place mentally rn cus I'm literally on edge trying to land a deal worth 24k euros.
I've worked HARD months for this shit and I'm still not sure if I'm gonna make it - now when I say hard, you really don't understand. I mean extracting everything else from your life that isn't work. No looksmaxxing, no social life, no training, no fun, no fucking shit but work.
I'm waking up at 5 am every fucking day, taking out 2 sometimes even 3 hours from my sleep so I can work more. And still - no guaranteed money.
Now every now and then I take a break from work when I eat or go to the toilet - there ofc I doomscroll and I fell into one of the most blackpilling rabbit holes : celebrity interviews. Well not the retards from Hollywood but the people from my home country Bulgaria. Random fucking popfolk singers and fucking rappers
Oh my God - these people are fucking ridiculous. No fucking personality and if they have one it's retarded. Mfkr who was acting gangsta admitted he was gooning fucking daily. All the fucking foid singers with the same copy paste "I'm a good girl, on the stage I just play a character and I don't judge people" personality - at least they look pretty and can sing (sometimes). Male singers are just slightly homosexual himbos obsessed with the gym.
I can't fucking believe how these people have a cult-like following. They just had 1% luck to sing and look good enough so a guy who works for the music labels scouted and recruited them.
But this just opened my eyes to one thing - social media is truly the only 100% viable path.
If my venture fucking fails I'm definitely going all in on social media - so far I just dabbled and posted a couple videos tryna be educational about how I make money, but after this I'm going to play a character to entertain the goyim too!
I've worked HARD months for this shit and I'm still not sure if I'm gonna make it - now when I say hard, you really don't understand. I mean extracting everything else from your life that isn't work. No looksmaxxing, no social life, no training, no fun, no fucking shit but work.
I'm waking up at 5 am every fucking day, taking out 2 sometimes even 3 hours from my sleep so I can work more. And still - no guaranteed money.
Now every now and then I take a break from work when I eat or go to the toilet - there ofc I doomscroll and I fell into one of the most blackpilling rabbit holes : celebrity interviews. Well not the retards from Hollywood but the people from my home country Bulgaria. Random fucking popfolk singers and fucking rappers
Oh my God - these people are fucking ridiculous. No fucking personality and if they have one it's retarded. Mfkr who was acting gangsta admitted he was gooning fucking daily. All the fucking foid singers with the same copy paste "I'm a good girl, on the stage I just play a character and I don't judge people" personality - at least they look pretty and can sing (sometimes). Male singers are just slightly homosexual himbos obsessed with the gym.
I can't fucking believe how these people have a cult-like following. They just had 1% luck to sing and look good enough so a guy who works for the music labels scouted and recruited them.
But this just opened my eyes to one thing - social media is truly the only 100% viable path.
If my venture fucking fails I'm definitely going all in on social media - so far I just dabbled and posted a couple videos tryna be educational about how I make money, but after this I'm going to play a character to entertain the goyim too!


