idk how to feel about this

[Veganist]

Just got informed that my father had a stroke, he is fine now but unable to speak or move.

On the one hand I never had good relationship with my father (physically abusive, utterly strict etc) but I also still feel connected to him, of course.

So I'm left feeling shitty, but idk if it's because I'm sad, or I'm stressed from the sudden change of datum in my life. Either way I'm stressed because Ima have to travel fuck distance to a faraway city to visit him, during a tough period of my life.

Btw he had atrial fibrillation but refused to take medication because he doesn't like the idea of being dependent on pills for the rest of his life. So the stroke was inevitable. Boomer IQ, ik.

thoughts?

 

[MRD]

Sorry to hear that. Yeah no wonder you're confused. Its normal you're pining for the side of the father that had some goodness in him. Don't let it get to you. Move forward and try to be a better man than he was - than it itself is a win for the universe - improvement. Progress.

 

[Deleted member 4362]

boo hoo nigger

Kys 2022 faggot

 

[Deleted member 4362]

You will regret not being on good terms with him.
Despite what incels say, you should be on good terms with your parents, it’s age old wisdom.

 

[Deleted member 8608]

You will regret not being on good terms with him.
Despite what incels say, you should be on good terms with your parents, it’s age old wisdom.

this.

 

[Deleted member 20370]

You will regret not being on good terms with him.
Despite what incels say, you should be on good terms with your parents, it’s age old wisdom.

cringe.

 

[Deleted member 4362]

cringe.

You follow a Satanic will

 

[Deleted member 20370]

You follow a Satanic will

kys

 

[Veganist]

You will regret not being on good terms with him.
Despite what incels say, you should be on good terms with your parents, it’s age old wisdom.

yeah I try looking past everything even tho it feels like I'm faking it.
conflict serves no purpose

 

[Veganist]

also, johnny once sent me a message about his father having a stroke and not being able to speak, and I ignored it. He hates me ever since. Kinda ironic that this happened to be a few months after. Oh well...