idk how to fix my physique (serious)

[189cm.ltn]

I tried to do a surplus and just looked fat.

Then I cut back down an now I look skinny and underweight like I didn’t gain any muscle from that bulk
I need help

 

[femboylover41]

I tried to do a surplus and just looked fat.

Then I cut back down an now I look skinny and underweight like I didn’t gain any muscle from that bulk
I need help

U just dont have any muscle mass to show