idk if i should rope

[itssoover0457]

sometimes i ask myself why am i on this earth? what am i trying so hard to look better for? why am i trying to make more money? for what? im 17, im supposed to be in my prime. we peak in our 20s. i dont have much time left to enjoy my best years. im gonna die eventually and all of my hard work wont matter. i have been feeling very miserable and depressed lately. my mom thinks my life can get better, but it cant. i have insomnia and i cant go outside the house without feeling like people are judging me for my appearance. i feel paranoia constantly. im so scared of love for some reason. like me going out in public and talking to women and just getting to know them, not even sex, is so overwhelming for me. i think deep down, i am nd. i dont know what mental illness i have, but i definitely have something. i think about going 200+ mph in my car and driving into a tree or wall and killing myself. i dont think it wil get better. i never had an ounce of love from my peers in school. my parents loved me but in school i never had any girls interested in me. no boys wanted to hang out with me. idk why. i guess i was a weird kid. in high school last year i was constantly ignored and people treated me like i didnt exist. its just so fucking painful everyday waking up knowing theres nothing to look forward to. its the same shit everyday.

idk what job to choose. idk what path in life to choose. i have no sense of direction. i dont think i can survive in this kind of hostile environment where everyone is out to eat each other alive. life is just so scary for me to look in the eye. i cant handle the pain of being ltn. biology is too brutal. humans are too shallow

 

[copemaxingll]

sometimes i ask myself why am i on this earth? what am i trying so hard to look better for? why am i trying to make more money? for what? im 17, im supposed to be in my prime. we peak in our 20s. i dont have much time left to enjoy my best years. im gonna die eventually and all of my hard work wont matter. i have been feeling very miserable and depressed lately. my mom thinks my life can get better, but it cant. i have insomnia and i cant go outside the house without feeling like people are judging me for my appearance. i feel paranoia constantly. im so scared of love for some reason. like me going out in public and talking to women and just getting to know them, not even sex, is so overwhelming for me. i think deep down, i am nd. i dont know what mental illness i have, but i definitely have something. i think about going 200+ mph in my car and driving into a tree or wall and killing myself. i dont think it wil get better. i never had an ounce of love from my peers in school. my parents loved me but in school i never had any girls interested in me. no boys wanted to hang out with me. idk why. i guess i was a weird kid. in high school last year i was constantly ignored and people treated me like i didnt exist. its just so fucking painful everyday waking up knowing theres nothing to look forward to. its the same shit everyday.

idk what job to choose. idk what path in life to choose. i have no sense of direction. i dont think i can survive in this kind of hostile environment where everyone is out to eat each other alive. life is just so scary for me to look in the eye. i cant handle the pain of being ltn. biology is too brutal. humans are too shallow

Im a sub5 and havent roped yet

 

[itssoover0457]

Im a sub5 and havent roped yet

i genuinely dont think its getting better. it gets worse every fucking day. i have nightmares of high school every night about how i was treated

 

[zakachiti]

sometimes i ask myself why am i on this earth? what am i trying so hard to look better for? why am i trying to make more money? for what? im 17, im supposed to be in my prime. we peak in our 20s. i dont have much time left to enjoy my best years. im gonna die eventually and all of my hard work wont matter. i have been feeling very miserable and depressed lately. my mom thinks my life can get better, but it cant. i have insomnia and i cant go outside the house without feeling like people are judging me for my appearance. i feel paranoia constantly. im so scared of love for some reason. like me going out in public and talking to women and just getting to know them, not even sex, is so overwhelming for me. i think deep down, i am nd. i dont know what mental illness i have, but i definitely have something. i think about going 200+ mph in my car and driving into a tree or wall and killing myself. i dont think it wil get better. i never had an ounce of love from my peers in school. my parents loved me but in school i never had any girls interested in me. no boys wanted to hang out with me. idk why. i guess i was a weird kid. in high school last year i was constantly ignored and people treated me like i didnt exist. its just so fucking painful everyday waking up knowing theres nothing to look forward to. its the same shit everyday.

idk what job to choose. idk what path in life to choose. i have no sense of direction. i dont think i can survive in this kind of hostile environment where everyone is out to eat each other alive. life is just so scary for me to look in the eye. i cant handle the pain of being ltn. biology is too brutal. humans are too shallow

Dw mate, average school experience if your not a Chad, even if you feel lost just pick
one direction and go for it, even if your unsure moving forward will be better than wondering in one place

 

[copemaxingll]

i genuinely dont think its getting better. it gets worse every fucking day. i have nightmares of high school every night about how i was treated

Well you sound like a pussy

 

[itssoover0457]

Dw mate, average school experience if your not a Chad, even if you feel lost just pick
one direction and go for it, even if your unsure moving forward will be better than wondering in one place

its not even that. i never had one friend. every day i sat at lunch alone, everyone was having fun i never experienced anything fun. i think im nd or people genuinely just dont enjoy my presence. but idk what i did wrong. it wasnt my fault

 

[zakachiti]

its not even that. i never had one friend. every day i sat at lunch alone, everyone was having fun i never experienced anything fun. i think im nd or people genuinely just dont enjoy my presence. but idk what i did wrong. it wasnt my fault

Even if you did it's never that bad and you can aways try to be better, but in the end fuck others, the most important person in your life is yourself, and I don't think others opinions should matter that much, roping s never the answer, as there are so many different things in life to enjoy, stay up king

 

[Sl6410]

sometimes i ask myself why am i on this earth? what am i trying so hard to look better for? why am i trying to make more money? for what? im 17, im supposed to be in my prime. we peak in our 20s. i dont have much time left to enjoy my best years. im gonna die eventually and all of my hard work wont matter. i have been feeling very miserable and depressed lately. my mom thinks my life can get better, but it cant. i have insomnia and i cant go outside the house without feeling like people are judging me for my appearance. i feel paranoia constantly. im so scared of love for some reason. like me going out in public and talking to women and just getting to know them, not even sex, is so overwhelming for me. i think deep down, i am nd. i dont know what mental illness i have, but i definitely have something. i think about going 200+ mph in my car and driving into a tree or wall and killing myself. i dont think it wil get better. i never had an ounce of love from my peers in school. my parents loved me but in school i never had any girls interested in me. no boys wanted to hang out with me. idk why. i guess i was a weird kid. in high school last year i was constantly ignored and people treated me like i didnt exist. its just so fucking painful everyday waking up knowing theres nothing to look forward to. its the same shit everyday.

idk what job to choose. idk what path in life to choose. i have no sense of direction. i dont think i can survive in this kind of hostile environment where everyone is out to eat each other alive. life is just so scary for me to look in the eye. i cant handle the pain of being ltn. biology is too brutal. humans are too shallow

It always gets better and i know you will say it doesnt, but it really does trust me, even in the moments you feel like dying and that there is no hope it still gets better at some point stay strong

 

[rapingfoids666]

sometimes i ask myself why am i on this earth? what am i trying so hard to look better for? why am i trying to make more money? for what? im 17, im supposed to be in my prime. we peak in our 20s. i dont have much time left to enjoy my best years. im gonna die eventually and all of my hard work wont matter. i have been feeling very miserable and depressed lately. my mom thinks my life can get better, but it cant. i have insomnia and i cant go outside the house without feeling like people are judging me for my appearance. i feel paranoia constantly. im so scared of love for some reason. like me going out in public and talking to women and just getting to know them, not even sex, is so overwhelming for me. i think deep down, i am nd. i dont know what mental illness i have, but i definitely have something. i think about going 200+ mph in my car and driving into a tree or wall and killing myself. i dont think it wil get better. i never had an ounce of love from my peers in school. my parents loved me but in school i never had any girls interested in me. no boys wanted to hang out with me. idk why. i guess i was a weird kid. in high school last year i was constantly ignored and people treated me like i didnt exist. its just so fucking painful everyday waking up knowing theres nothing to look forward to. its the same shit everyday.

idk what job to choose. idk what path in life to choose. i have no sense of direction. i dont think i can survive in this kind of hostile environment where everyone is out to eat each other alive. life is just so scary for me to look in the eye. i cant handle the pain of being ltn. biology is too brutal. humans are too shallow

Its never over. Get the fuck up and work for it, its a good thing that you noticed it. Dont be a fucking pussy. Go and work for it, most of the people in here worked for it. some people did it in a year, some did it in 5. But what we all have in common is we all have to work for it. You are not the only one that felt this misery, trust me. Once you noticed it, it only gets better from here. You cant just say "I wish i did it earlier" everyday, because if you keep coping like that everyday you will achieve nothing. Remember; Always and always work hard, because your future self is counting on you.

 

[ToxinIV]

sometimes i ask myself why am i on this earth? what am i trying so hard to look better for? why am i trying to make more money? for what? im 17, im supposed to be in my prime. we peak in our 20s. i dont have much time left to enjoy my best years. im gonna die eventually and all of my hard work wont matter. i have been feeling very miserable and depressed lately. my mom thinks my life can get better, but it cant. i have insomnia and i cant go outside the house without feeling like people are judging me for my appearance. i feel paranoia constantly. im so scared of love for some reason. like me going out in public and talking to women and just getting to know them, not even sex, is so overwhelming for me. i think deep down, i am nd. i dont know what mental illness i have, but i definitely have something. i think about going 200+ mph in my car and driving into a tree or wall and killing myself. i dont think it wil get better. i never had an ounce of love from my peers in school. my parents loved me but in school i never had any girls interested in me. no boys wanted to hang out with me. idk why. i guess i was a weird kid. in high school last year i was constantly ignored and people treated me like i didnt exist. its just so fucking painful everyday waking up knowing theres nothing to look forward to. its the same shit everyday.

idk what job to choose. idk what path in life to choose. i have no sense of direction. i dont think i can survive in this kind of hostile environment where everyone is out to eat each other alive. life is just so scary for me to look in the eye. i cant handle the pain of being ltn. biology is too brutal. humans are too shallow

Never rope, just continue with life no matter how bad it gets, life will always be better than death even if youre sub 5 or whatever, not to sound like a pussy but maybe you should focus on life and your goals more and stay off this forum.

 

[foidslayer727]

never rope always cope

 

[R3nd4nqzar]

Im a sub5 and havent roped yet

You really should

 

[copemaxingll]

You really should

No thanks grey

 

[R3nd4nqzar]

No thanks grey

I'm Happy to help

 

[copemaxingll]

I'm Happy to help

I mog u

 

[Washa_bhai]

sometimes i ask myself why am i on this earth? what am i trying so hard to look better for? why am i trying to make more money? for what? im 17, im supposed to be in my prime. we peak in our 20s. i dont have much time left to enjoy my best years. im gonna die eventually and all of my hard work wont matter. i have been feeling very miserable and depressed lately. my mom thinks my life can get better, but it cant. i have insomnia and i cant go outside the house without feeling like people are judging me for my appearance. i feel paranoia constantly. im so scared of love for some reason. like me going out in public and talking to women and just getting to know them, not even sex, is so overwhelming for me. i think deep down, i am nd. i dont know what mental illness i have, but i definitely have something. i think about going 200+ mph in my car and driving into a tree or wall and killing myself. i dont think it wil get better. i never had an ounce of love from my peers in school. my parents loved me but in school i never had any girls interested in me. no boys wanted to hang out with me. idk why. i guess i was a weird kid. in high school last year i was constantly ignored and people treated me like i didnt exist. its just so fucking painful everyday waking up knowing theres nothing to look forward to. its the same shit everyday.

idk what job to choose. idk what path in life to choose. i have no sense of direction. i dont think i can survive in this kind of hostile environment where everyone is out to eat each other alive. life is just so scary for me to look in the eye. i cant handle the pain of being ltn. biology is too brutal. humans are too shallow

Stop overthinking, in media algorithms are everywhere and they just show you bp and looksmaxxing stuff. And then your brain too scans for the same thing irl. And you think everyone is enjoying/living their life/in peak years/mogging you.
Trust me I have been through this phase.
Yes there is competition, yes you could be bad or even worse than you think you are, but there is a mindset of being the alpha which you probably got wrong. You become alpha in a field/aspect/skill. Just live life and experience what it is giving you. Don't hope for happiness or sadness. Just experience it and don't try to avoid anything. Work on things rn which you can work on without losing sanity and stop trying to make people love you.

 

[v.3ex]

D-D-DNR!!!!!

 

[itssoover0457]

D-D-DNR!!!!!

fat fuck

 

[tansel]

17 is not ur prime dude u can’t even afford any surgeries at 17