Idk if me saying I'll wait till marriage is a cope or not atp

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To be honest it's probbaly just a cope because I know I'll never get a girlfriend. If it were a perfect a world I probably would wait till marriage but a perfect world would mean that a girl could actually like me so that'll never be a thing. I just genuinely wonder how long I I'll be lonely for atp. I'm guessing minimum till im 25 then ill settle with some girl who hates me and was promiscuous through her time at uni. God I hate my life. I wish I wasnt born a truecel