idk what to do omg

[hax]

once i pass the finals i have 2 months of bland, empty vacation.

wtf do i do, i'm so lost.

like how the FUCK will i roid and shit it's just impossible i'm 100% going back the the asylum after week 1.

omg i don't know what to do, and i can't bear the "push through" normie cope, like no bro i'd rather LDAR and cry.

 

[hax]

i feel like crying for the first time in months

 

[hax]

this is torture omg i can't move i'm strapped i can't breathe or live

 

[Sceptical]

must keep coping
there's nothing else to do but cope with anything that brings some sort of comfort

 

[valentine]

do pushups

 

[hax]

must keep coping
there's nothing else to do but cope with anything that brings some sort of comfort

i have NO copes.
NOTHING brings me joy.

> only fast-food gives me temporary happiness and even then i want to cry cause i eat all alone and it makes me feel fat, subhuman and ungreatful towards my parents spending money on such miserable food.

all i do of my days i hate, it just helps me pass time, i'm wasting my youth.
and everytime i complain i always get pounded by my parents with antipsychotics.

 

[hax]

do pushups

pushups only remind me of my weak and frail subhuman body.
i can also feel the perma-bloat in my face when facing down.

> last pic i'm sending publicly (and ofc servers crash as i send it)

 

[valentine]

pushups only remind me of my weak and frail subhuman body.
i can also feel the perma-bloat in my face when facing down.

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> last pic i'm sending publicly (and ofc servers crash as i send it)

holy skinny
do you mean you feel pressure in your head when doing pushups?

 

[hax]

holy skinny

yeah i can't really do much about it atm

do you mean you feel pressure in your head when doing pushups?

i can feel the weight of my malar fat pads and everything, it just makes me feel worse overall

 

[hatе]

You can vent in my DMs if you feel the need

 

[hax]

You can vent in my DMs if you feel the need

thanks but i post most of ts publicly so i don't repeat myself

 

[valentine]

yeah i can't really do much about it atm

didn't mean to offend you if i did

i can feel the weight of my malar fat pads and everything, it just makes me feel worse overall

same everything is loose and heavy

 

[Outlander]

You're still in school?

 

[hax]

didn't mean to offend you if i did

i didn't think anything about it dw, it's observable, i don't like dishonest people anyways

same everything is loose and heavy

feels so bad when you're not even in your 30s

 

[hax]

You're still in school?

one more week then i have my finals 11/12th and 26th

 

[Outlander]

one more week then i have my finals 11/12th and 26th

So you graduate high school after that?

 

[LA_vxmpKing]

Looksmax you'll have more time to focus on urself

 

[hax]

So you graduate high school after that?

idk the equivalent but i'll be entering "terminale" which is the final year before the BAC

translate these french terms and you'll get it

 

[Outlander]

idk the equivalent but i'll be entering "terminale" which is the final year before the BAC

translate these french terms and you'll get it

I see. Sounds like that's the equivalent of graduating 12th grade which is the final year of high school around this area, and you're usually 17-18 in that last year of school

 

[Hurly saint]

once i pass the finals i have 2 months of bland, empty vacation.

wtf do i do, i'm so lost.

like how the FUCK will i roid and shit it's just impossible i'm 100% going back the the asylum after week 1.

omg i don't know what to do, and i can't bear the "push through" normie cope, like no bro i'd rather LDAR and cry.

Awe so cute