Chad69
Went from stacking Ls to stacking bands
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Soo for the first two months while I was taking 18mg Of Concerta I was feeling fine,nothing specially stimulated,I could just spend more time studying without taking any extra breaks at all.Even tho my concentration and motivation was thought the roof and that during this period I was actually able to focus on a teacher.My grades sadly weren’t going up no matter how motivated and hard I tried,it seemed like it messed up with my memory a bit,also my l apetite completely disappeared,I was force feed 3 meals a day.It took me a long time to feel asleep and during the ,,concerta crashes’’ I was feeling extremely depressed,literally ready to take my own life without any second thoughts
I dropped out of high school bc I didn’t really liked tue school and moved to another school.I started takig cocnerta again two days ago
ABSOLUTE HELL ON EARTH
Anger issues,instead of studying I was spending my time punching the concrete wall with my bare hands and screaming until they turned red,and after the crash the depression was soo unbearable that I had to take opioid like medication due to the fact how severe my depression was
I dont know what to do,in my country there aren’t any ADHD/ADD meds except cocnerta and the biggest problem is that I can concentrate even for more than 10 seconds without stimulants
I don’t know what I should do,live through absolute hell just to barely pass my classes or stop taking concerta and fall all m classes but to stay healthy
Keep in mind that I was taking SSRI medication for 8 months and I would sometimes take benzodiazepines on my own
I dropped out of high school bc I didn’t really liked tue school and moved to another school.I started takig cocnerta again two days ago
ABSOLUTE HELL ON EARTH
Anger issues,instead of studying I was spending my time punching the concrete wall with my bare hands and screaming until they turned red,and after the crash the depression was soo unbearable that I had to take opioid like medication due to the fact how severe my depression was
I dont know what to do,in my country there aren’t any ADHD/ADD meds except cocnerta and the biggest problem is that I can concentrate even for more than 10 seconds without stimulants
I don’t know what I should do,live through absolute hell just to barely pass my classes or stop taking concerta and fall all m classes but to stay healthy
Keep in mind that I was taking SSRI medication for 8 months and I would sometimes take benzodiazepines on my own
