Idk why i havent said this yet but

[Suimaxxer]

For the past 3 weeks now ive been chatting with a foid, from the very first like 2-3 days we had great communication, we were both replying back super fast and we were flirting a lot. Now we talk like we are in a relationship (we call each other "my love/baby" etc, we send cute tiktoks to each other, we say stuff like "i wish i could hug u rn" or "i want u so bad" or "please dont ever leave me") and in general its going pretty good. She lives in a nearby city of mine but due to exam period we cant visit each other rn but she will come to my city next month (hopefully) cuz she wants to attend a live concert and we will meet there.

I feel like she puts more effort than i do, cuz sometimes i leave her on read and she gets a little mad at it because she has never done that to me, she texts me ALL the fucking time, and in general it looks like she has fallen in love with me.

But tbh i dont feel anything, i dont feel like i love her even though i tell her i do so, i dont feel like i want her, or that i want to see her or anything, im completely numb while she sounds really happy and excited when we call.

I dont even like her face and body(shes ltb and kinda fat but thankfully not too much) nor her personality, even though she seems to be sweet and kind. Shes very religious (which surprised me when she said it tbh), has been in 2 relationships in her life and is still virgin (shes 18). I dont even feel bad for lying to her about all that stuff im saying, and sometimes i project that carelessness towards her without realising and she says it hurts when i do so.

Is that normal? I dont think it is, i think blackpill, childhood trauma and my last heartbreak have caused this to happen to me. Might be depression, might be nothing at all, who knows

 

[Suimaxxer]

 

[Deleted member 27729]

Dnrd Nigger

 

[It'snotover]

For the past 3 weeks now ive been chatting with a foid, from the very first like 2-3 days we had great communication, we were both replying back super fast and we were flirting a lot. Now we talk like we are in a relationship (we call each other "my love/baby"

Chads. Org

 

[Deleted member 22918]

U're gonna break her heart

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Welcome to my ignore list

 

[Suimaxxer]

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Dnrd Nigger

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[Suimaxxer]

Chads. Org
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Im literally mtn

 

[Suimaxxer]

U're gonna break her heart

Yeah thats what i feel is most likely to happen

 

[Suimaxxer]

Welcome to my ignore list

Oh well

 

[Deleted member 24278]

Ask her for sex before she leaves for Chad

 

[dutchboi]

Volcel

 

[Suimaxxer]

Ask her for sex before she leaves for Chad

Dont even need to ask, we sext a lot so i know she wants to have sex with me

 

[Suimaxxer]

Volcel

Im a ltn-mtn manlet

 

[Deleted member 24278]

Dont even need to ask, we sext a lot so i know she wants to have sex with me

Maybe you'll ascend soon

 

[Suimaxxer]

Maybe you'll ascend soon

Doubt it

 

[Deleted member 20370]

and is still virgin

fuck you

 

[Suimaxxer]

fuck you

Shes kinda trad thats why she hasnt lost her v card yet jfl

 

[Deleted member 20370]

Shes kinda trad thats why she hasnt lost her v card yet jfl

bet she took it down her throat and ass

 

[Suimaxxer]

@nitesik @Arborist @Bvnny. @sp3ll @pneumocystosis @Xangsane @Ellipsis @sub5inchcel @homovirgin @Hess @brain_destruction @Hoso @Iasacrko @Umbra @colesp @Sanguinius @Reformed @rand anon @pashtun @Octavian_Augustus @malicieusss @curlyheadjames @raminzer @lasnt @LooksOrDeath @tinderhacker @rooman @gungnir @lelouch @redmaxx @Jacob Hate @5.5psl @lunin7 @ascension @nineteen @eduardkoopman @hopeless NTmaxxer @Graham @QQ442244 @looksmidder
@Maesthetics=King

Inspired by @garoupilled_

 

[Suimaxxer]

bet she took it down her throat and ass

Nope shes actually virgin

 

[Graham]

Just be honest with her, don't bother stringing her along.

 

[Suimaxxer]

Just be honest with her, don't bother stringing her along.

I dont want to hurt her, but i dont want to stop talking with her because i kinda like the attention

 

[garoupilled_]

im pretty sure you already know whats the correct thing to do

 

[Graham]

I dont want to hurt her

You don't care.

i dont want to stop talking with her because i kinda like the attention

At least you admit it.

 

[Suimaxxer]

im pretty sure you already know whats the correct thing to do

Its not that i can get any foid i want to be clingy, text a lot and act like she does, plus she was literally begging me not to leave her because shes attached to me

 

[Deleted member 20370]

Nope shes actually virgin

then take it, you wont get another chance

 

[Suimaxxer]

You don't care.

No not really

At least you admit it.

My ex turned me into a toxic piece of shit

 

[Suimaxxer]

then take it, you wont get another chance

I guess ur right

 

[bishōnenmaxxer]

But tbh i dont feel anything, i dont feel like i love her even though i tell her i do so, i dont feel like i want her, or that i want to see her or anything, im completely numb while she sounds really happy and excited when we call.

Is that normal? I dont think it is, i think blackpill, childhood trauma and my last heartbreak have caused this to happen to me. Might be depression, might be nothing at all, who knows

All my friends in relationships are saying this now. All of them ended their relationships in breakups as well. Tread lightly.

What's up with everyone being so emotionally numb nowadays? I put in as much effort as I can towards being empathetic, but i really don't feel the emotions myself. I just do it because it's the right thing, but deep in myself I don't feel like I can relate.

 

[curlyheadfelipe]

same thing happened/happens to me op, i have a gf even if im ugly asf and not looksmaxxed, but i feel like i dont love her so much, simetines i think im just with her just to not be alone.

 

[bishōnenmaxxer]

@nitesik @Arborist @Bvnny. @sp3ll @pneumocystosis @Xangsane @Ellipsis @sub5inchcel @homovirgin @Hess @brain_destruction @Hoso @Iasacrko @Umbra @colesp @Sanguinius @Reformed @rand anon @pashtun @Octavian_Augustus @malicieusss @curlyheadjames @raminzer @lasnt @LooksOrDeath @tinderhacker @rooman @gungnir @lelouch @redmaxx @Jacob Hate @5.5psl @lunin7 @ascension @nineteen @eduardkoopman @hopeless NTmaxxer @Graham @QQ442244 @looksmidder
@Maesthetics=King

Inspired by @garoupilled_

No ping.

 

[Suimaxxer]

All my friends in relationships are saying this now. All of them ended their relationships in breakups as well. Tread lightly.

What's up with everyone being so emotionally numb nowadays? I put in as much effort as I can towards being empathetic, but i really don't feel the emotions myself. I just do it because it's the right thing, but deep in myself I don't feel like I can relate.

Honestly same, i even force myself sometimes to feel something just so i can feel the things i say but it doesnt seem to be working

 

[Suimaxxer]

same thing happened/happens to me op, i have a gf even if im ugly asf and not looksmaxxed, but i feel like i dont love her so much, simetines i think im just with her just to not be alone.

I know exactly how u feel

 

[Suimaxxer]

No ping.

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Didnt even tag half the forum, but since u asked so politely...

@bishōnenmaxxer @bishōnenmaxxer @bishōnenmaxxer

 

[Aladin]

All my friends in relationships are saying this now. All of them ended their relationships in breakups as well. Tread lightly.

What's up with everyone being so emotionally numb nowadays? I put in as much effort as I can towards being empathetic, but i really don't feel the emotions myself. I just do it because it's the right thing, but deep in myself I don't feel like I can relate.

Love is dead nowadays.

 

[rand anon]

Is that normal? I dont think it is, i think blackpill, childhood trauma and my last heartbreak have caused this to happen to me. Might be depression, might be nothing at all, who knows

I had something similar to this, except I actually did like the girl

You just want to experience what it feels like to be in a relationship, even if u don’t actually like her. I think it’s normal, but u should prob let her know

 

[eduardkoopman]

For the past 3 weeks now ive been chatting with a foid, from the very first like 2-3 days we had great communication, we were both replying back super fast and we were flirting a lot. Now we talk like we are in a relationship (we call each other "my love/baby" etc, we send cute tiktoks to each other, we say stuff like "i wish i could hug u rn" or "i want u so bad" or "please dont ever leave me") and in general its going pretty good. She lives in a nearby city of mine but due to exam period we cant visit each other rn but she will come to my city next month (hopefully) cuz she wants to attend a live concert and we will meet there.

I feel like she puts more effort than i do, cuz sometimes i leave her on read and she gets a little mad at it because she has never done that to me, she texts me ALL the fucking time, and in general it looks like she has fallen in love with me.

But tbh i dont feel anything, i dont feel like i love her even though i tell her i do so, i dont feel like i want her, or that i want to see her or anything, im completely numb while she sounds really happy and excited when we call.

I dont even like her face and body(shes ltb and kinda fat but thankfully not too much) nor her personality, even though she seems to be sweet and kind. Shes very religious (which surprised me when she said it tbh), has been in 2 relationships in her life and is still virgin (shes 18). I dont even feel bad for lying to her about all that stuff im saying, and sometimes i project that carelessness towards her without realising and she says it hurts when i do so.

Is that normal? I dont think it is, i think blackpill, childhood trauma and my last heartbreak have caused this to happen to me. Might be depression, might be nothing at all, who knows

so you never seen each other irl yet???

 

[Suimaxxer]

so you never seen each other irl yet???

No not yet

 

[Deleted member 27148]

No not yet

You should facetime

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

For the past 3 weeks now ive been chatting with a foid, from the very first like 2-3 days we had great communication, we were both replying back super fast and we were flirting a lot. Now we talk like we are in a relationship (we call each other "my love/baby" etc, we send cute tiktoks to each other, we say stuff like "i wish i could hug u rn" or "i want u so bad" or "please dont ever leave me") and in general its going pretty good. She lives in a nearby city of mine but due to exam period we cant visit each other rn but she will come to my city next month (hopefully) cuz she wants to attend a live concert and we will meet there.

I feel like she puts more effort than i do, cuz sometimes i leave her on read and she gets a little mad at it because she has never done that to me, she texts me ALL the fucking time, and in general it looks like she has fallen in love with me.

But tbh i dont feel anything, i dont feel like i love her even though i tell her i do so, i dont feel like i want her, or that i want to see her or anything, im completely numb while she sounds really happy and excited when we call.

I dont even like her face and body(shes ltb and kinda fat but thankfully not too much) nor her personality, even though she seems to be sweet and kind. Shes very religious (which surprised me when she said it tbh), has been in 2 relationships in her life and is still virgin (shes 18). I dont even feel bad for lying to her about all that stuff im saying, and sometimes i project that carelessness towards her without realising and she says it hurts when i do so.

Is that normal? I dont think it is, i think blackpill, childhood trauma and my last heartbreak have caused this to happen to me. Might be depression, might be nothing at all, who knows

You think ur heart is broken because you dont love a fat, moderately annoying ltb?

Maybe just higher standards

 

[aBetterMii]

Brag

 

[Suimaxxer]

You should facetime

We will at some point im guessing, we have already called 2-3 times

 

[Suimaxxer]

You think ur heart is broken because you dont love a fat, moderately annoying ltb?

Maybe just higher standards

Yeah maybe

 

[eduardkoopman]

so you never seen each other irl yet???

No not yet

No wonder, you still have low/no feeling about it.

Online talks, long distance whatever. Is imo mostly all cope.
If one likes each other enough. You be meeting up irl.

If Harry Styles, was chatting with her online. And wanting to meet up.
Do you think she would be like:
"can't, because I have exam week comming up"

 

[Suimaxxer]

Brag

Not really, i have lost all empathy and emotion i could feel, even the thought of seeing someone i know and i love dead doesnt do anything to my numb ass

 

[Suimaxxer]

No wonder, you still have low/no feeling about it.

Online talks, long distance whatever. Is imo mostly all cope.
If one likes each other enough. You be meeting up irl.

If Harry Styles, was chatting with her online. And wanting to meet up.
Do you think she would be like:
"can't, because I have exam week comming up"

Its exam period for both me and her, also im technically underage so i cant go wherever the fuck i want without permission

 

[raminzer]

based on you not liking her looks, personality, basically “meh” on every aspect of her, you’re just not compatible and that’s fine. it could be lack of biological compatibility, personal differences, or maybe trauma. either way i’ve been in that situation and the longer it lasts, the more you’re stuck. again, some people are just not meant for you and thats fine.

Trust your gut. I personally would move on or just talk to other foids on the side if I at least enjoyed talking to her. Not like you’re actually in a relationship.

 

[Suimaxxer]

based on you not liking her looks, personality, basically “meh” on every aspect of her, you’re just not compatible and that’s fine. it could be lack of biological compatibility, personal differences, or maybe trauma. either way i’ve been in that situation and the longer it lasts, the more you’re stuck. again, some people are just not meant for you and thats fine.

Trust your gut. I personally would move on or just talk to other foids on the side if I at least enjoyed talking to her. Not like you’re actually in a relationship.

Im already trying to get some sides jfl, but i will definitely talk to her about it

 

[Deleted member 21661]

For the past 3 weeks now ive been chatting with a foid, from the very first like 2-3 days we had great communication, we were both replying back super fast and we were flirting a lot. Now we talk like we are in a relationship (we call each other "my love/baby" etc, we send cute tiktoks to each other, we say stuff like "i wish i could hug u rn" or "i want u so bad" or "please dont ever leave me") and in general its going pretty good. She lives in a nearby city of mine but due to exam period we cant visit each other rn but she will come to my city next month (hopefully) cuz she wants to attend a live concert and we will meet there.

I feel like she puts more effort than i do, cuz sometimes i leave her on read and she gets a little mad at it because she has never done that to me, she texts me ALL the fucking time, and in general it looks like she has fallen in love with me.

But tbh i dont feel anything, i dont feel like i love her even though i tell her i do so, i dont feel like i want her, or that i want to see her or anything, im completely numb while she sounds really happy and excited when we call.

I dont even like her face and body(shes ltb and kinda fat but thankfully not too much) nor her personality, even though she seems to be sweet and kind. Shes very religious (which surprised me when she said it tbh), has been in 2 relationships in her life and is still virgin (shes 18). I dont even feel bad for lying to her about all that stuff im saying, and sometimes i project that carelessness towards her without realising and she says it hurts when i do so.

Is that normal? I dont think it is, i think blackpill, childhood trauma and my last heartbreak have caused this to happen to me. Might be depression, might be nothing at all, who knows

make her lose weight and see