thegoat
PSL 3.5 | 5'8" | Half-curry
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When I am productive with uni and have lots of shifts at a part time job, im less depressed (but tbh still quite depressed because life is still shit).
I've come to the conclusion that fitting in, and feeling like a productive normie sheep, is the best thing for my mental health.
But deep down I fucking despise the normie lifestyle, probably like many of you, and realise how dogshit it is for the bottom 80% to the point where its cucked to even try. I don't want to socialise, I don't want to achieve shit. Sometimes ill smoke weed and rot 24/7 for like a month because its what I really want to do, but I ALWAYS feel super guilty and even more depressed during these phases.
I've come to the conclusion that fitting in, and feeling like a productive normie sheep, is the best thing for my mental health.
But deep down I fucking despise the normie lifestyle, probably like many of you, and realise how dogshit it is for the bottom 80% to the point where its cucked to even try. I don't want to socialise, I don't want to achieve shit. Sometimes ill smoke weed and rot 24/7 for like a month because its what I really want to do, but I ALWAYS feel super guilty and even more depressed during these phases.
