If life doesn't get better by the time I'm 30 I'm going to commit suicide

[soapbubble]

Might be earlier but 30 is probably the latest it'll drag out by.

I'm going to be 18 in a little over a year (almost 17 rn), then I'll be heading off to college where I'll have to put on a mask and just desperately parade around and act for fake friends and respect like what I'm doing now. I wish I never existed. It sounds childish as hell but I hate so many people, even people online who don't know me and are just living their lives. My life is genuinely so pathetic and abnormal in the worst ways, the looks insecurity just feeds my mind into being perpetually desperate and completely rotten with weird shit almost every hour of every day. It's not justifiable, I'd get clowned hard IRL and even here if I told people about the genuine pigsty that resides in my head. I'd rather just not exist than continue living like this. I don't even know if things are going to get better atp, I have nothing going for me.

 

[idontlikemyself6]

 

[Tenres]

Bro when he's 30: if my life isn't better by 50 im going to kill my self

 

[idontlikemyself6]

crickBro when he's 30: if my life isn't better by 50 im going to kill my self

 

[Tenres]

Btw just so everyone knows he actually posted a q to secure the first spot so he could edit what he wanted in afterwards.

Slimy slimy slimy

 

[idontlikemyself6]

Btw just so everyone knows he actually posted a q to secure the first spot so he could edit what he wanted in afterwards.

Slimy slimy slimy

bro that was my first time doing it and i already got caught

 

[DrRodger]

That's what they all say

 

[Tenres]

bro that was my first time doing it and i already got caught

We're all redeeming this method now

 

[soapbubble]

Bro when he's 30: if my life isn't better by 50 im going to kill my self

30 is the latest it'll happen. like i said will probably happen much earlier

 

[sasha108]

30? Till 20,23 maximum

 

[Banana ★ 🍌]

Might be earlier but 30 is probably the latest it'll drag out by.

I'm going to be 18 in a little over a year (almost 17 rn), then I'll be heading off to college where I'll have to put on a mask and just desperately parade around and act for fake friends and respect like what I'm doing now. I wish I never existed. It sounds childish as hell but I hate so many people, even people online who don't know me and are just living their lives. My life is genuinely so pathetic and abnormal in the worst ways, the looks insecurity just feeds my mind into being perpetually desperate and completely rotten with weird shit almost every hour of every day. It's not justifiable, I'd get clowned hard IRL and even here if I told people about the genuine pigsty that resides in my head. I'd rather just not exist than continue living like this. I don't even know if things are going to get better atp, I have nothing going for me.

Can we be good friends so by the time your 30 and kill yourself you would have a collective of valueble assets you could put in my name?

 

[Tenres]

30 is the latest it'll happen. like i said will probably happen much earlier

Well I mean you should have the right to do it, if you think there's nothing that could possibly happen in the future that you'd want to experience then I guess it's the best decision

 

[theblueprints]

I hope it works out for you bro

 

[Prøphet]

Naah I would say 40 at least

I mean I see many Chads retain their looks in their 30s and some people genuinely do turn things around at that age

But by your 40s yeah you’ll probably start getting health issues and descending, could shift everything into “not worth it” territory

If things are so bad just ldar and fill your life with copes and comfort, then you’ll always have a chance to do a comeback, but it’s kind of retarded to irreversibly quit when there’s a real chance of recovery