If moggergaston was a girl

[moreroidsmoredates]

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

@MoggerGaston

 

[134applesauce456]

would

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

would

Faggot

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

No resemblance

 

[134applesauce456]

Faggot

not fag just high T

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

No resemblance

There is

not fag just high T

Was joking

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Hot. Imagine how good my life would be if I was female.

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

Hot. Imagine how good my life would be if I was female.

Let’s be honest here; the song mogs

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Let’s be honest here; the song mogs

True it's indeed mogger. I can't believe I am crying right now when I am healthy, drunk every day, high every day on cocktail of drugs.

I am unstoppable. Why not be high all the time when the world is the way it is?

@TechnoBoss

 

[TechnoBoss]

True it's indeed mogger. I can't believe I am crying right now when I am healthy, drunk every day, high every day on cocktail of drugs.

I am unstoppable. Why not be high all the time when the world is the way it is?

@TechnoBoss

The song mogs for sure. What drugs have you been using lately?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

The song mogs for sure. What drugs have you been using lately?

honestly just doing a lot of alcohol lately which is kinda retarded since I can get any drug I want.

I did 2cb last week, i did shrooms 2 days ago but I had a terrible bad trip.

I don't even understand what happened. The shrooms kicked in so fast, and so hard. I've never had this before with shrooms. It just had me crying on my bed for hours. It was an absolutely brutal trip, I even had to vomit halfway because my body simply wasn't capable of handling whatever the fuck I was feeling

I haven't done MDMA, ketamine or mephedrone in months. I ran out and never cared to order new shit even though its easy for me.
I don't know why. It's like I am losing it. I just cant anymore. I dont want this life.

 

[TechnoBoss]

honestly just doing a lot of alcohol lately which is kinda retarded since I can get any drug I want.

I did 2cb last week, i did shrooms 2 days ago but I had a terrible bad trip.

I don't even understand what happened. The shrooms kicked in so fast, and so hard. I've never had this before with shrooms. It just had me crying on my bed for hours. It was an absolutely brutal trip, I even had to vomit halfway because my body simply wasn't capable of handling whatever the fuck I was feeling

I haven't done MDMA, ketamine or mephedrone in months. I ran out and never cared to order new shit even though its easy for me.
I don't know why. It's like I am losing it. I just cant anymore. I dont want this life.

The drugs aren't letting your brain reset to homeostasis so it's no wonder you're having these crazy feelings. I've been drinking too much lately too.

Maybe you have to look at the shrooms trip from an educational perspective. Did you feel like you learned anything from the trip? Even being scared during the trip is kind of a teaching moment.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

The drugs aren't letting your brain reset to homeostasis so it's no wonder you're having these crazy feelings. I've been drinking too much lately too.

Maybe you have to look at the shrooms trip from an educational perspective. Did you feel like you learned anything from the trip? Even being scared during the trip is kind of a teaching moment.

I couldn't accept reality. I realized I am living in copes, just distracting myself every single way I can. I refuse to feel, I refuse to feel this pain. I refuse to accept reality, my life how it really is. I just can't do it.

It's too painfull. I don't want to actually realize how bad my life is and what I am doing. I know I feel terrible every day but I just refuse to feel it. I can't accept it. I am just distracting myself from this hell I live in.

It's no way to live yet it's the only way I can manage this pain. I reject reality, I reject to feel my life, I reject emotions, I don't want to deal with this and realize how painfull it is.

That's what I learned from this trip. I can't accept reality and look for escape, any way not to feel.

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

The drugs aren't letting your brain reset to homeostasis so it's no wonder you're having these crazy feelings. I've been drinking too much lately too.

Maybe you have to look at the shrooms trip from an educational perspective. Did you feel like you learned anything from the trip? Even being scared during the trip is kind of a teaching moment.

I’ve been clean of weed for 20 days now (tomorrow 3 weeks). Just wanted to share it.

Withdrawals are a bitch, but i’m pushing through it. It gets better day by day.

 

[TechnoBoss]

I couldn't accept reality. I realized I am living in copes, just distracting myself every single way I can. I refuse to feel, I refuse to feel this pain. I refuse to accept reality, my life how it really is. I just can't do it.

It's too painfull. I don't want to actually realize how bad my life is and what I am doing. I know I feel terrible every day but I just refuse to feel it. I can't accept it. I am just distracting myself from this hell I live in.

It's no way to live yet it's the only way I can manage this pain. I reject reality, I reject to feel my life and realize how painfull it is.

That's what I learned from this trip. I can't accept reality and look for escape, any way not to feel.

It seems to me that it's the sunken cost fallacy. You drink and do drugs to escape the reality but time keeps progressing and it makes you feel more hopeless so you keep drinking and doing drugs. It's a negative feedback loop you have to escape. You said you're still studying so how is that going? Get a career going. Just start making moves in any direction that will positively impact your life and heading away from the stuff that's been negatively impacting your life (e.g drinking and coping with drugs)

 

[TechnoBoss]

I’ve been clean of weed for 20 days now (tomorrow 3 weeks). Just wanted to share it.

Withdrawals are a bitch, but i’m pushing through it. It gets better day by day.

Good job bro. Is your appetite starting to be normal again? I wasn't able to eat at all for a few weeks when I quit weed years ago. It's better to quit weed now anyway because weed isn't what it used to be. They're starting to put shit in the weed that makes it so ridiculously strong and unnatural. I smoked it everyday 24/7 for like 10 years and one day it started giving me paranoia. Every time I tried to smoke it I'd get high and want the high to be over with because it got so uncomfortable.

It'll get better and easier with time & shit won't always seem boring if you're not high. I was so bored and felt like I was missing something in my life the first week or so after I quit.

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

Good job bro. Is your appetite starting to be normal again? I wasn't able to eat at all for a few weeks when I quit weed years ago. It's better to quit weed now anyway because weed isn't what it used to be. They're starting to put shit in the weed that makes it so ridiculously strong and unnatural. I smoked it everyday 24/7 for like 10 years and one day it started giving me paranoia. Every time I tried to smoke it I'd get high and want the high to be over with because it got so uncomfortable.

It'll get better and easier with time & shit won't always seem boring if you're not high. I was so bored and felt like I was missing something in my life the first week or so after I quit.

Yeah, my appetite is becoming normal again. I couldn’t really eat in the first few days, even though i have a large appetite naturally. Eating was a chore.

The cravings are almost completely gone. I’m just struggling with insomnia. Racing thoughts at night. Depression is also at an all time high, but i keep telling to myself that it will get better. Just have to keep going. Insomnia and depression go hand in hand.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

It seems to me that it's the sunken cost fallacy. You drink and do drugs to escape the reality but time keeps progressing and it makes you feel more hopeless so you keep drinking and doing drugs. It's a negative feedback loop you have to escape. You said you're still studying so how is that going? Get a career going. Just start making moves in any direction that will positively impact your life and heading away from the stuff that's been negatively impacting your life (e.g drinking and coping with drugs)

I mean my whole brain is sunken cost fallacy.

the things I endured should've never happened. My parents should've never abused me. I shouldn't have been bullied and rejected in school.

So now I just refuse to live cuz I can't live knowing this happened.