ExxtasyMaxxer
Schizophrenic Stalker
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I met a girl again 3 years ago and she showed a lot of positive attitude, such as
-raising her eyebrows when I showed up unannounced to her city trip,
-would laugh at my unfunny jokes, sometimes totally belly laugh and cackle like an idiot
-would tell me compliments such as having a youthful appearance (that implied im age appropriate for her despite her being young)
-would hide her face with both hands when being told that she could not be left in a room alone with me at the hotel
-would walk very close to me at multiple occasions, later trying to initiate physical touch, grabbed my arm and pushed it tightly to her chest (she was wearing jacket unfortunately, was very cold for the season)
-would run away from the group and have her bestie stand by to let me chase her down and when we were alone and made close eye contact both of our faces LIT UP for a few seconds
-would put her head on my shoulder, straight up treating me like a romantic partner
Two years later I tried to contact her again and her and her friends looked at me like I had filthy tumors growing from my face, just with utter disgust and terror. None of her friends were attractive at all, and she was making herself uglier on purpose. She ended up getting police involved too
How the fuck does this relate to the blackpill, because I think it's far more painful and destructive to be rejected THIS HARSHLY by a girl who showed genuine affection before
than to be someone who never got it in the first place... mind you I didn't go bald and only gained a little weight (5kg), so my looks didn't change very much.
-raising her eyebrows when I showed up unannounced to her city trip,
-would laugh at my unfunny jokes, sometimes totally belly laugh and cackle like an idiot
-would tell me compliments such as having a youthful appearance (that implied im age appropriate for her despite her being young)
-would hide her face with both hands when being told that she could not be left in a room alone with me at the hotel
-would walk very close to me at multiple occasions, later trying to initiate physical touch, grabbed my arm and pushed it tightly to her chest (she was wearing jacket unfortunately, was very cold for the season)
-would run away from the group and have her bestie stand by to let me chase her down and when we were alone and made close eye contact both of our faces LIT UP for a few seconds
-would put her head on my shoulder, straight up treating me like a romantic partner
Two years later I tried to contact her again and her and her friends looked at me like I had filthy tumors growing from my face, just with utter disgust and terror. None of her friends were attractive at all, and she was making herself uglier on purpose. She ended up getting police involved too
How the fuck does this relate to the blackpill, because I think it's far more painful and destructive to be rejected THIS HARSHLY by a girl who showed genuine affection before
than to be someone who never got it in the first place... mind you I didn't go bald and only gained a little weight (5kg), so my looks didn't change very much.
