if ur still an abused dog in ur 20s is it just over

[Deleted member 297070]

how many mushrooms do i have to take to be normal(ish) again

 

[psychopathic]

Mushrooms don't do anything but make you feel worse about yourself. If you can't find anything likeable or redeemable about yourself, shrooms are only going to amplify that.

 

[Sycophant]

take accountability for your own shortcomings, otherwise youre going to blame everyone else for shit youre solely responsible for

@Avskinov @vesalius @GoyLite @180

 

[Deleted member 297070]

take accountability for your own shortcomings, otherwise youre going to blame everyone else for shit youre solely responsible for

@Avskinov @vesalius @GoyLite @180

right im so fucking sorry that i was born nd and was put through a 2 decade long series of humiliation rituals that made me fundamentally incompatible with most other human beings my own happiness. sorry for being born into an emotionally absent family that valued me solely on my academic output and decided that none of my problems needed addressing if my grades stayed high. sorry for being betrayed by like literally every individual i have ever trusted in the past 10 years to the point that im probably considered clinically paranoid
fucking accountability shut the fuck up bro genuinely

wrote an inflammatory tirade after that but i just remembered ur user and i fw you so i wont but this is a ridiculous reply to my 5:40am stim comedown rant and idk why ur tagging people here too

 

[Deleted member 297070]

Mushrooms don't do anything but make you feel worse about yourself. If you can't find anything likeable or redeemable about yourself, shrooms are only going to amplify that.

i like myself i don’t like how anyone else treats me thats reallt all it is

 

[Sycophant]

right im so fucking sorry that i was born nd and was put through a 2 decade long series of humiliation rituals that made me fundamentally incompatible with most other human beings my own happiness. sorry for being born into an emotionally absent family that valued me solely on my academic output and decided that none of my problems needed addressing if my grades stayed high. sorry for being betrayed by like literally every individual i have ever trusted in the past 10 years to the point that im probably considered clinically paranoid

- i think the language you use to describe yourself matters the most, because its how you position yourself. YOU directly choose the things that deem weather youre successful or unfulfilled.

- by extension, reflecting on how something has been wont represent how it will continue in future. MY overarching concept in life: is to understand sometimes youll be overwritten with emotions that dont directly originate from logical reasoning - but something abstract

- something abstract, is something so deeply intertwined with a long stung out thought process (i.e. relationships that are years long, a very intense emotional experience) in essence, its entirely logical - but simply due to how complex each individual though it, tracing it back to its origin has basically no ROI and would be pointless.


- ive said before how you make your own criteria in life that then determines how successful/unsuccessful you feel personally - and I think its in your best interest to come to terms with how an abstract thought might interfere with that.

- now to tie it in with what youre saying: im in a similar avenue to you, but wasnt as academically driven by my parents - because i wanted to achieve something for myself once I developed my own objectives in life. EVERY other aspect pertaining to relationships, im entirely sympathetic to - as I was the same.

- understand that EVERY other person on the face of the planet is entirely selfish, and cannot truly care for you more then they care about themself unless they have no concept of possessing a commodity. A commodity includes money, time and attention. Unless its a mutually reciprocated trade, no one is going to want to associate with me either.

fucking accountability shut the fuck up bro genuinely

- i found that being in a slump, and hating the world for what it has done to me - achieves nothing. coming to terms with how it functions is the only thing that will promote personal growth.

- i would never undermine your circumstances, but for the sake of my point - you can never stop moving forward on the road to improvement, even if it functionally doesnt make sense.

- my interpenetration of improvement for myself comes from the understanding that i truly have only influence over myself - and how i perceive things and people.



- so theres absolutely 0 negative connotation, and im not simply implying youre taking no accountability now. What im suggesting is its better to ask yourself how to improve, instead of outsourcing means of improvements to an already established untrustworthy source of assistance.

wrote an inflammatory tirade after that but i just remembered ur user and i fw you so i wont but this is a ridiculous reply to my 5:40am stim comedown rant and idk why ur tagging people here too

- never stress. but i wanted to keep my initial response concise to portray my point cleaner - but to the opposite effect.

@Avskinov has similar ideals to me

- get some sleep bhai

 

[Luquier]

Aren’t you gl sexhaver? No offense but you have nothing to complain about

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

Mushrooms don't do anything but make you feel worse about yourself. If you can't find anything likeable or redeemable about yourself, shrooms are only going to amplify that.

FUCK you

 

[Former Shortcel]

Aren’t you gl sexhaver? No offense but you have nothing to complain about

 

[LowTwhiteboy]

how many mushrooms do i have to take to be normal(ish) again

Mabey the fact that you think mushrooms are gonna make you “normal” shows that your just mentally ill and need therapy

 

[7zyzz7]

just go kirkvicular