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I just realized this in my life
My extended family, who were all darker than me, don't sympathize with me. They secretly were competitive against me, envious of me and didn't feel any human emotion for my struggles
I am not as bad, but my first instinct is to be like this with a guy whiter than me- that is basically a guy who is full white passing in every country, usually with light hair or eyes. Because I am a nice guy though, I will override my monkey programming and make an effort to be a good guy, ie at my job
I find it difficult to find any human emotion to be sympathetic for them. It's like somewhere in my mind I think "if u just got it together u could go higher up than I ever could, why should I give a fuck?"
basically if u are a full nordic looking white guy, you will see everyone as zombies- that's because they ARE like that towards you. They don't give a shit about you, don't feel real human emotion towards you
My extended family, who were all darker than me, don't sympathize with me. They secretly were competitive against me, envious of me and didn't feel any human emotion for my struggles
I am not as bad, but my first instinct is to be like this with a guy whiter than me- that is basically a guy who is full white passing in every country, usually with light hair or eyes. Because I am a nice guy though, I will override my monkey programming and make an effort to be a good guy, ie at my job
I find it difficult to find any human emotion to be sympathetic for them. It's like somewhere in my mind I think "if u just got it together u could go higher up than I ever could, why should I give a fuck?"
basically if u are a full nordic looking white guy, you will see everyone as zombies- that's because they ARE like that towards you. They don't give a shit about you, don't feel real human emotion towards you
