(ignore) just a thread for myself to keep myself consistent

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was feeling whitepilled today (oct 19) and im way more optimistic than i should be. i know i will not ever turn out to much but i want to try just to see. to keep myself from coping i will rope in around 6 months (will set exact date soon once I see how quickly progress happens) regardless of if I ascend or not, this way i can remain honest with myself and stop quitting early. I already have the chemical I will use to do it, so I will see it through.

so lets start with my baseline unfrauded because i fraud myself to so many people. (17 almost 18)
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front view probably gives me too much credit. it makes my face look slightly leaner, doesnt show my acne, and i also have very prominent tear troughs under my eyes. The side view is pretty accurate (although i never really see myself from the angle so i cant be for sure) i have an akward shaped noes, bad acne, etc.

This is my plan so far, I will 100% make significant adjustments.
Isotretinoin (Accutane): I need to get on some sort of acne medication pretty quickly. (I ONLY care about face in this thread, that is why im using accutane. Im aware that there is some VERY anecdotal correlation to growth plates closing) I will order one within the next 2 days once I get some more money.
Tint eyebrows: Sure you can barely see my eyebrows in this pic, but as I am a dirty blonde I need to tint them for sure.
Tinted contacts: Im going to try to get contacts to lighten my eyes.
Under Eye Filler/Fat Grafting: I need to do one of these. my under eyes are my #1 photo (look at previous photos on my acc if you want). So far this is the only hardmaxxing I plan to do (if i understand what hardmaxxing is correctly) as I just dont have the money. Otherwise I would get rhino and a lip lift for sure.
Clenbuterol: I plan to order clen to get as lean as i possibly can. Im already underweight but somewhat skinny fat. However, as I said I only care about my face in this journery.

I will comment on this thread ATLEAST once a week for updates. Progress will likely be gradual, and as I said the quality of photo may vary so I might look worse in some.

If you have any advice that is genuine please let me know. Please do not comment if you are going to recommend a technique that doesnt have multiple clear and obvious examples like orthotropics, ice hooding, things along the same lines.

If I have frauded to you I apologize. Im not gonna larp anymore.
 
you look like the bulls son
 
i fail to see the point in this

ur trying to ascend just to kill yourself
 
i fail to see the point in this
ur trying to ascend just to kill yourself
the point of this really isnt for me to have a better life, but a better obituary. i have high inhib. therefore I think even if i was able to ascend a large amount, i wouldnt be happy unless i mogged literally everyone on the planet. its more a little game to me, because i want to see if i can make myself more attractive. how high my ceiling is. the only way i would keep living is if i determined i needed more time to save for surgeries.

tldr: i want to die and i will never be attractive enough.
 
clen is fucking nutsss. i got my clen like 4 days ago started at 50mg and i instantly lost all my face fat and got abs. i dont know why. im already semi-lean so maybe it just pushed me over? i still look weird but atleast im leaner
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your hair looks fucking terrible ngl
esp those short sides make your skullcel syndrome even worse
you should try what your avi has
 
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your hair looks fucking terrible ngl
esp those short sides make your skullcel syndrome even worse
you should try what your avi has
yeah ik my barber fucked me.

imma either do what my avi is or a middle part. ty for the advice. do u got any other advice pls?
 
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yeah ik my barber fucked me.

imma either do what my avi is or a middle part. ty for the advice. do u got any other advice pls?
First thing I noticed about your face was your small jaw tbh. I'd save up for an implant or filler
 
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