i'll curse my parents everyday for birthing me

[thickdickdaddy27]

just another day the blackpill hitting me hard. fuck this life i never asked for this shit

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

i really wanna get drunk rn cuz the pain is too much

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

yeah tbh have thought about murdering my dad on numerous occasions. Ever second, every minute of pain in my life and every bit of trauma is because of that fat fuck

 

[Deleted member 6305]

I have something to tell you

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

yeah tbh have thought about murdering my dad on numerous occasions. Ever second, every minute of pain in my life and every bit of trauma is because of that fat fuck

u should be thankful u got to experience life u silly inkwell

 

[Mik]

Gracias papa chadlite, ahora soy Chad mogger

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

I have something to tell you

i don't want good news give me bad news it's already over as it is

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

what happened today brah, i feel the same everyday, no happines

 

[Paroxysm]

i curse mine for turning me into a fat kid and having me go through puberty while being fat

my dick is 10% shorter because of it & my height 5cm shorter

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

what happened today brah, i feel the same everyday, no happines

i feel good by the day, but impending doom starts setting in as the day goes on, that's how it goes everyday for me

 

[datboijj]

i thank them everyday for giving birth to the main character
im sorry i didn't think about how side characrers would feel

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

i thank them everyday for giving birth to the main character
im sorry i didn't think about how side characrers would feel

mirin ur love for life. mine is absolute utter shit i would rather not exist in the first place

 

[MostGLSlayer]

All my parents helped me with is providing and taught me how to be a good wageslave betabuxxer for society.
Cant complain about the providing part but they rarely taught me any useful life skills like about women, social skills and how to make actual money. They want me to end up like them but I dont want to.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

All my parents helped me with is providing and taught me how to be a good wageslave betabuxxer for society.
Cant complain about the providing part but they rarely taught me any useful life skills like about women, social skills and how to make actual money. They want me to end up like them but I dont want to.

just be a slave to the system theory, and we're expected to be content with this life? fuck that.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

i feel good by the day, but impending doom starts setting in as the day goes on, that's how it goes everyday for me

look into mindful meditation and try to understand what is bothering your subconscious

 

[MostGLSlayer]

just be a slave to the system theory, and we're expected to be content with this life? fuck that.

Sadly that is the reality for most, youre either rich or you slave away to survive and keep up your lifestyle.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

look into mindful meditation and try to understand what is bothering your subconscious

there's no deep meaning behind my depression i just find life not worth living in the first place. that's why i'm so anti-natalist, life is shit and it doesn't get better when u realize it's over

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

Sadly that is the reality for most, youre either rich or you slave away to survive and keep up your lifestyle.

even richcels become miserable after a certain point. the real blackpill is that no one is winning in this life, even chads gets a bitter taste of reality once their looks go away

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

Take your meds, psycho.

Awhh yes medication and therapy

I’m past that point, can’t believe some people on here genuinely believe medication actually works, that’s to help ungrateful normies stop being sad that they didn’t get into their ideal college or dealing with their girlfriend/bf dumping them or not getting enough validation and their pet dying

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

there's no deep meaning behind my depression i just find life not worth living in the first place. that's why i'm so anti-natalist, life is shit and it doesn't get better when u realize it's over

sounds like you have a chemical imbalance in the brain, it is indeed over

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

sounds like you have a chemical imbalance in the brain, it is indeed over

muh chemical imbalance no nigga i just know life is not worth living it's not that deep, call it mental illness, trauma, or whatever fact of the matter is u can't recover when ur blackpilled to the extent that i am

 

[Paroxysm]

even richcels become miserable after a certain point. the real blackpill is that no one is winning in this life, even chads gets a bitter taste of reality once their looks go away

don't want to make you feel even worse man but a lot of people definitely do win in life. i had periods where my usual main worries and problems went away (family related financial hardships, looks worries, social circle etc) and if you asked me how I was feeling I would have said I'm feeling good lol. Now of course I'm back to feeling fucking miserable because those problems came back

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

don't want to make you feel even worse man but a lot of people definitely do win in life. i had periods where my usual main worries and problems went away (family related financial hardships, looks worries, social circle etc) and if you asked me how I was feeling I would have said I'm feeling good lol. Now of course I'm back to feeling fucking miserable because those problems came back

sorry to burst ur bubble but no person above the age of 30 is feeling that way. u ever heard of dying nigga? when that process takes over ur physiology specifically the brain starts decaying and it's over from that point. that's why people resort to religion, medication or whatever to help ease their way to death as smoothly as possible

 

[Paroxysm]

sorry to burst ur bubble but no person above the age of 30 is feeling that way. u ever heard of dying nigga? when that process takes over ur physiology specifically the brain starts decaying and it's over from that point. that's why people resort to religion, medication or whatever to help ease their way to death as smoothly as possible

feels a bit of a stretch to say you're dying when you hit 30, idk how old you are but even if "scientifically" your body starts decaying from that point onwards it's a very slow process that can even be reversed with regular exercise and healthy living

i think the key to happiness is to be social, to be fit and healthy, to not be stuck in a loop of stress and monotony where every day feels
the same

of course this is much much easier said than done, most people are destined to live like slaves, few will rise the socioeconomic ladder and live a good life, but also few will feel like life has no meaning or that they want to stop existing. most people have friends, a social life, stable family, no glaring health issues etc so even if they're stuck wagecucking they have purpose and distractions

 

[Preoximerianas]

just another day the blackpill hitting me hard. fuck this life i never asked for this shit

Welcome to anti-natalism

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

muh chemical imbalance no nigga i just know life is not worth living it's not that deep, call it mental illness, trauma, or whatever fact of the matter is u can't recover when ur blackpilled to the extent that i am

let me get you some more pills

 

[Reckless Turtle]

You'd be cursing them even more if they tried putting you in "therapy"/medicating you during childhood.

 

[BearBoy]

i really wanna get drunk rn cuz the pain is too much

Drink beer

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

feels a bit of a stretch to say you're dying when you hit 30, idk how old you are but even if "scientifically" your body starts decaying from that point onwards it's a very slow process that can even be reversed with regular exercise and healthy living

i think the key to happiness is to be social, to be fit and healthy, to not be stuck in a loop of stress and monotony where every day feels
the same

of course this is much much easier said than done, most people are destined to live like slaves, few will rise the socioeconomic ladder and live a good life, but also few will feel like life has no meaning or that they want to stop existing. most people have friends, a social life, stable family, no glaring health issues etc so even if they're stuck wagecucking they have purpose and distractions

i'm one of the few cursed by finding meaninglessness in life unfortunately. i still wanna live for as long as possible cuz the idea of death and not existing forever when it happens scares the ever living shit out of me. if only i would have never existed in the first place i would not be having this existential angst

 

[Clark69]

Put your parents on blast, and make them feel pressure. Make them regret not jamming you in a condom, then disposing of it in a trash bin. Mind games. Someone has to pay, right? Be the nigga who actually called someone out instead of being silent in the background. They brought you into this world you absolutely despise, they're the reason why you were born into hell. Forged from suffering. Hardened by pain.

Make them fold.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

You'd be cursing them even more if they tried putting you in "therapy"/medicating you during childhood.

luckily i never showed abnormal mental behaviour until i hit my 20s but yeah i'd hate them even more if they tried messing me up with medication

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

Put your parents on blast, and make them feel pressure. Make them regret not jamming you in a condom, then disposing of it in a trash bin. Mind games. Someone has to pay, right? Be the nigga who actually called someone out instead of being silent in the background. They brought you into this world you absolutely despise, they're the reason why you were born into hell. Forged from suffering. Hardened by pain.

Make them fold.

just tell ur strict muslim parents u wish u never existed bro!

 

[apocalypse]

My life is infinitely worse than yours

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

My life is infinitely worse than yours

tfw starving kids in africa get better contentment from life than u do in a first world country

 

[apocalypse]

tfw starving kids in africa get better contentment from life than u do in a first world country

Physical pain is nothing compared to soul pain

 

[getra]

Put your parents on blast, and make them feel pressure. Make them regret not jamming you in a condom, then disposing of it in a trash bin. Mind games. Someone has to pay, right? Be the nigga who actually called someone out instead of being silent in the background. They brought you into this world you absolutely despise, they're the reason why you were born into hell. Forged from suffering. Hardened by pain.

Make them fold.

I’ve done that. It just doesn’t matter all around. You and they know well enough that bitching to them about the past is futile when all that has already been said and done. They realize that shit and it makes them even feel worse or lowkey disdain you at an old age and at the end of the day you still suffer the same bullshit and it’s all still on your mind.

 

[darkness97]

yeah, it's fucking shit not going to lie. i'm thinking about reading indian scripture on spirituality, meditation, and just philosophy to get a better sense of reality.

i don't curse my parents for anything really. i curse myself.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

yeah, it's fucking shit not going to lie. i'm thinking about reading indian scripture on spirituality, meditation, and just philosophy to get a better sense of reality.

i don't curse my parents for anything really. i curse myself.

no my parents are 100% to blame. if i didn't exist in the first place i wouldn't be going thru this mental suffering, reading on philosophy or spirirtuality isn't going to do shit. once ur blackpilled it consumes u and u can't undo it that's what really sucks

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

Not a letter, no sane person would blame his father for being a failure.

when did I say I blamed my father for being a failure

you’ve lost the argument already assuming I base my self worth off what retards like you think at this point JFL

go eat your daddy’s asshole getting so defensive because he raised you like a good little loyal submissive whore

 

[darkness97]

no my parents are 100% to blame. if i didn't exist in the first place i wouldn't be going thru this mental suffering, reading on philosophy or spirirtuality isn't going to do shit. once ur blackpilled it consumes u and u can't undo it that's what really sucks

i don't agree.

a few years ago, i would have said that the black pill was everything. i'm not trying to be condescending but I genuinely believe that there is more that the black pill, and our issues are more nuanced than you might think.

if there is a path out there that exists I'd rather look for it, then be closed minded.

Getting here in the first place is your testament to your open mindedness. to search for a philosophy that fits your experience and makes the world make sense. Now, look for other things and see if you can be convinced otherwise that life is worth living.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

i don't agree.

a few years ago, i would have said that the black pill was everything. i'm not trying to be condescending but I genuinely believe that there is more that the black pill, and our issues are more nuanced than you might think.

if there is a path out there that exists I'd rather look for it, then be closed minded.

Getting here in the first place is your testament to your open mindedness. to search for a philosophy that fits your experience and makes the world make sense. Now, look for other things and see if you can be convinced otherwise that life is worth living.

i like ur perspective on this ngl all we can hope for is change at this point but in my case impending doom is all i can think of most days

 

[Deleted member 3990]

murdering my dad

PrisonBreakFan

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

you said you’re suffering? Someone who suffers in the first world is just a failure. Do you blame you subhumanity on your dad? Or do blame your dad for the shit life you have and deserve?
only ignorant richcels who were spoonfed everything they have think

Yes nigga everyone in the west is born equal and on the same playing field wether you’re incel, Chad, normie, retarded, poor rich or mentally ill the irony saying that type of shit on this forum.

coping gaslighting fucking rat

good job you were spoonfed everything since you were a little baby.

My life isn’t shit cause I’m a failure, it’s because of mental disorders I developed from my genetics and muh trauma. Out of my control at this point

I don’t care about getting sympathy or empathy for muh life bad, I just want solutions and order and it’s nice every once in a while to fantasise about destroying those who have wronged me

 

[Deleted member 15338]

Edgy teen thread @n0rthface

 

[Deleted member 15338]

OP i have never seen someone who moans and cries about everything as much as you ngl (apart from @disillusioned )

 

[Vermilioncore]

i really wanna get drunk rn cuz the pain is too much

Same bro. In fact I have a bottle of rum by my side I think I’m going to down it.