ill never be the same without my mtb

[itssooverformebped]

i truly loved her she wasn't my first anything but I was her first everything and ut was love behind it a true connection her grandpa was like the closest thing i had to one when he took us out for ice cream the first time when i got home i cried because thats all i ever wanted why do people get such good familys full nice loving familys and ill have is a brother who truly hates me and two parents that think im evil her dad cared about me too he was the best father figure i had and now its all gone i have no purpose to keep going we were supposed to be highschool sweethearts

 

[itssooverformebped]

her dad actually did stuff with me cared about my interest talked to me like a human being and always did stuff with me it wasnt a lot but just the bare minimum a actual father should do

 

[pocho58000]

dnr+jbg

 

[pleasevanity]

why do people get such good familys full nice loving familys and ill have is a brother who truly hates me and two parents that think im evil

that’s deep

why did you break up

 

[itssooverformebped]

that’s deep

why did you break up

the relationship just started out bad my friend switched up on me so it was just me and her always hanging out at the start of summer when we started dating on june 1st of last summer we did a lot together but we didnt have seperate friends and it was just us i had no free time and after 6 months i started making friends and wanting to hangout with them i asked for more free time and she would guilt trip me and made me feel horrible and i go to hangout with my friends and they would need a wingman and i didnt cheat on her they just needed a wingman and for me to jester simple and she always thought i was out cheating and texted my mom huge paragraphs about it and even the same with the gym i weighed 120 lbs at 6ft i was like a twig cause of adderall and it was the same with going to the gym that was literally 2 minutes from her house and i got overwhelmed so i broke up with her and said we needed time im up 40 lbs and i only tried looking better for her she was my world but she was super insecure and i said lets take a break and that we would come back to eachother after we better ourselves and get some independency and now she doesnt want me and it was the most puppy shit i begged for a second chance it wasnt my fault she thought i cheated and i truly loved her and i would do anything for her i didnt have enough free time i reduced my hours at work for her we would hangout whenever we could and now i have no one and i cant go on i truly loved her and i still do i would go back instantly if i could

 

[Baeseth]

i truly loved her she wasn't my first anything but I was her first everything and ut was love behind it a true connection her grandpa was like the closest thing i had to one when he took us out for ice cream the first time when i got home i cried because thats all i ever wanted why do people get such good familys full nice loving familys and ill have is a brother who truly hates me and two parents that think im evil her dad cared about me too he was the best father figure i had and now its all gone i have no purpose to keep going we were supposed to be highschool sweethearts

Can’t be getting this attached to a common LTB foid, you’ll see 30 women who look better than her a day just move on and ascend yourself

 

[Dadaogluenver]

i truly loved her she wasn't my first anything but I was her first everything and ut was love behind it a true connection her grandpa was like the closest thing i had to one when he took us out for ice cream the first time when i got home i cried because thats all i ever wanted why do people get such good familys full nice loving familys and ill have is a brother who truly hates me and two parents that think im evil her dad cared about me too he was the best father figure i had and now its all gone i have no purpose to keep going we were supposed to be highschool sweethearts

God bless you bro may he help you, I miss my HTB I fumbled by being too nd, but what happened?

 

[itssooverformebped]

God bless you bro may he help you, I miss my HTB I fumbled by being too nd, but what happened?

the relationship just started out bad my friend switched up on me so it was just me and her always hanging out at the start of summer when we started dating on june 1st of last summer we did a lot together but we didnt have seperate friends and it was just us i had no free time and after 6 months i started making friends and wanting to hangout with them i asked for more free time and she would guilt trip me and made me feel horrible and i go to hangout with my friends and they would need a wingman and i didnt cheat on her they just needed a wingman and for me to jester simple and she always thought i was out cheating and texted my mom huge paragraphs about it and even the same with the gym i weighed 120 lbs at 6ft i was like a twig cause of adderall and it was the same with going to the gym that was literally 2 minutes from her house and i got overwhelmed so i broke up with her and said we needed time im up 40 lbs and i only tried looking better for her she was my world but she was super insecure and i said lets take a break and that we would come back to eachother after we better ourselves and get some independency and now she doesnt want me and it was the most puppy shit i begged for a second chance it wasnt my fault she thought i cheated and i truly loved her and i would do anything for her i didnt have enough free time i reduced my hours at work for her we would hangout whenever we could and now i have no one and i cant go on i truly loved her and i still do i would go back instantly if i could

 

[Dadaogluenver]

Idk man I'm so sorry, try saying everything EXACTLY as it is to her it might help, say how sorry you are and how you realized it was a bad idea, this could be your last chance.