im 100% sure im dying alone (corny!!!)

[receessed]

im 182cm lmtn with no social skills i will never talk to a stranger in public cause my childhood trauma left me being socially akward, 3 days ago i reached 15 years old, im single since my birth and im hungry of love for years, im 100% sure that ill stay single forever i dont give a fuck about lust anymore i just want to feel loved ik that it sounds corny but i just had to let it out,also ofc she need to look good, boys be fr would u date an ugly girl? i dont think so ofcourse the personality matters but looks tells everything and thats the catch i dont look the best so i wont get a girl from my dreams but lets say that i found one that actually felt in love with me and i feel the same to her, at first i would get bored after time thats how fucked i am or i would be to shy to make her come to my home cause of my parents not beacause they could be mean or something, they arent but they know how such a loser i am and that would be embarressing that this kid finally got someone after years and imagine that im so happy full of hope and sucessful and then she brokes up with me (ofc i couldnt love anyone else atp), my english isnt best sorry if yall have any tips give me some cause i cant listen to myself anymore

 

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Dnr, a grey self rating lmtn means ltn

 

[DrRodger]

Dnr kys

 

[mrcopefromflexbourg]

ur 182 cm at 15 years old you are in the top 90th percentile of dudes your age. pick urself up and do something you are still young

 

[Lowtiertroll]

im 182cm lmtn with no social skills i will never talk to a stranger in public cause my childhood trauma left me being socially akward, 3 days ago i reached 15 years old, im single since my birth and im hungry of love for years, im 100% sure that ill stay single forever i dont give a fuck about lust anymore i just want to feel loved ik that it sounds corny but i just had to let it out,also ofc she need to look good, boys be fr would u date an ugly girl? i dont think so ofcourse the personality matters but looks tells everything and thats the catch i dont look the best so i wont get a girl from my dreams but lets say that i found one that actually felt in love with me and i feel the same to her, at first i would get bored after time thats how fucked i am or i would be to shy to make her come to my home cause of my parents not beacause they could be mean or something, they arent but they know how such a loser i am and that would be embarressing that this kid finally got someone after years and imagine that im so happy full of hope and sucessful and then she brokes up with me (ofc i couldnt love anyone else atp), my english isnt best sorry if yall have any tips give me some cause i cant listen to myself anymore

Go to a therapist