im 13, genuinely need some support in my life because ive never been so lost

[hdz_47]

on febuary 22 2026 9:42 this girl added me back on tiktok, ill call her apple cuz i wont list names. we talked for a little bit and we very quickly fell in love. on march 6th 2026 we got together till june 2nd i think. we originally broke up because i was doing stuff that made her uncomfortable but she seemed totally fine with it so i didnt do much. apple went on a school trip and i was told that she and her ex went to go do something in private together. so NATRUALLY (as everyone told me) i asked her about it. i simply asked what she was doing with him and she told me and i was like cool ill leave you too it. apparenly i made her cry cuz i didnt trust her or smth but its like oh well and i cried that night like alooot. she broke up with me when she got home and like FUCK i was misreable. growing up i had no freinds and i would constantly get bullied so she was my safe space and someone i loved very dearly. thge same week shge broke up with me this other girl ended up liking me and people was telling me "yo get with her" and stuff like that and i really didnt want to. i told ppl i would ask her out on friday but i eventually got her to drop me and i was kinda happy about that. and tghen last week she was bassicly completely silent and not talking to me. everyone has been telling me that i should go talk to new people and stuff and how theres more fish in the sea but i want THAT fish. i cant get over her and i genuinely love her so much. so this girl has liked me for like a year so i js talked to her and was tryna be like the kind of boy she wants, which lasted for 1 night which is when i realised no fuck i dont want this, it was too late. (mind you apple was completely silent and whenever we did talk she js was super dry so i was like fuck maybe its over). people was telling apple about what i did and apparently she was gonna ask me out again and now she didnt want to.

i just need help. what do i do, cuz i dont want anyone else but i also think she is never coming back to me. she literally said "good luck, i wish you the best". her freinds are telling me im in the wrong my freinds are telling me shes in the wrong and i dont know what to do, should i just completely cut off all contact with her or try my hardest to get her back cuz i genuinely love her with all i have left.

 

[Truebloatcel]

Ur 13 bro it’s not that deep

 

[Mogs Me]

“I’ve never been more lost in my life” and not got a Rira avi at 13