davxd29
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I've had severe body dysmorphia for as long as i can remember, i grew up an incredibly skinny kid, entering my pre teens i got so fat to the point i was almost obese. Since then i've lost all the excess weight, and put on some muscle. It all started with being bullied for being fat, so i starved down to the point i was skinny again, then the gym. And i understand that muscles take time to grow, strength doesn't come overnight. But i've developed an adonis complex seperate to the body dysmorphia, because i feel weak, i feel small. I want to be powerful, i want to be better. I cannot stand being average. And i know that PED's can come with heavy side effects, but atp I don't care anymore. And i know they are even worse to take during teenage years, as they can disturb growth. But i am lusting for power and status. Please reply only with well thought-out comments backed up by descent research, and not just slop. I probably will not hop on at the age of 15, but possibly something at 16.