I'm a 22 Y/O KHHV

[Deleted member 14805]

Tbh ngl after fully softmaxxing I was getting approached but I was tera blackpilled well before girls started talking to me. Everytime I was approached and we started talking over snapchat or w/e there's a voice in the back of my head saying they're banging chad/tyrone while I'm waiting for her to reply. This pretty much led me to blocking all of them after a week of talking based on shit like leaving me on read, not engaging in a convo, not wanting to hang out (even though they literally say omg we should hang!!). I swear none of this makes sense.

its over tbh.

 

[studiocel]

Sounds like you are mentally cucking yourself.

 

[Deleted member 13787]

mentalcel tales

 

[Deleted member 6217]

most niggas here wouldn't understand but I am gigaparanoia of foids aswell i can never trust them

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

I'm 22 KHV. A girl has never approached me. A girl has never texted me.

Sounds like you are mentalcel and volcel

 

[Deleted member 14805]

I'm 22 KHV. A girl has never approached me. A girl has never texted me.

Sounds like you are mentalcel and volcel

Idk dude I legit think foids just want orbiters lmao. The last one I blocked today (honestly I was developing alot of feelings for her so it was prob for the best) would talk about how we should do all this fun shit and hang out. Then I snapchat her the next two day to hangout and she gives me a run around. My first time having a decent irl convo with a girl was like 2 weeks ago anyways, I had a shit face up until 20-21 No point now having missed out on early love and fun.

 

[JosephGarrot123]

Im 21 khhv, and it's brutal knowing that time goes fast, and one day I will regret not having a childhood, I've always been inside playing games, and on the computer. While other kids have had kid/teen experiences, while I never had those experiences. It's brutal indeed. I think I'm a volcel smh, I'm not even ugly, it just sucks that my mental has gone so far. I gotta stop feeling regret since it doesn't do any good. What I gotta focus is that if something is beyond my control then it's not worth thinking about

 

[MostGLSlayer]

Jfl I feel you, everytime a girl likes me, I think to myself if she approach me then she must be a low standards gigawhore with no standards and I want me a virgin trad wife...I always ask how many guys she has been with and her answer always immediately turns me off and I quit.

 

[Deleted member 14805]

Im 21 khhv, and it's brutal knowing that time goes fast, and one day I will regret not having a childhood, I've always been inside playing games, and on the computer. While other kids have had kid/teen experiences, while I never had those experiences. It's brutal indeed. I think I'm a volcel tbh.

yea same here. It's hard to cope because I remember my childhood insanely vividly (I can literally rememeber elementary school) and it was my destiny to be cucked. I'd always try to socialize, make friends, talk to girls and everyone would just shoot me down. Even two of my teachers would pick on me in front of the class every day lmao fuck life.

 

[Lostcel39]

I’m 19 Kissless virgin but idk how you could be hugless since hugs are not sexual.

 

[JosephGarrot123]

yea same here. It's hard to cope because I remember my childhood insanely vividly (I can literally rememeber elementary school) and it was my destiny to be cucked. I'd always try to socialize, make friends, talk to girls and everyone would just shoot me down. Even two of my teachers would pick on me in front of the class every day lmao fuck life.

You see for me, I never went to talk to people or engage in conversations, I just went to school and be quiet, go home and play video games to distract myself from my deformity, I also had mental problems during that time which didnt help and affected my decisions.

 

[JosephGarrot123]

I’m 19 Kissless virgin but idk how you could be hugless since hugs are not sexual.

I never had a hug from a girl though since I never talked to them and avoided, I was scared of getting rejected or hurt

 

[Deleted member 14667]

Tbh ngl after fully softmaxxing I was getting approached but I was tera blackpilled well before girls started talking to me. Everytime I was approached and we started talking over snapchat or w/e there's a voice in the back of my head saying they're banging chad/tyrone while I'm waiting for her to reply. This pretty much led me to blocking all of them after a week of talking based on shit like leaving me on read, not engaging in a convo, not wanting to hang out (even though they literally say omg we should hang!!). I swear none of this makes sense.

its over tbh.

what do u look like lol

 

[JosephGarrot123]

Jfl I feel you, everytime a girl likes me, I think to myself if she approach me then she must be a low standards gigawhore with no standards and I want me a virgin trad wife...I always ask how many guys she has been with and her answer always immediately turns me off and I quit.

Yeah I had hints at highschool where girls liked me, but I didn't know at that time because I was too focused on my thoughts and had no social development whatsoever.

 

[Lostcel39]

I never had a hug from a girl though since I never talked to them and avoided, I was scared of getting rejected or hurt

How do you cope? How am I supposed to accept that I will never have girls and sex? It’s just not healthy or natural.

 

[JosephGarrot123]

How do you cope? How am I supposed to accept that I will never have girls and sex? It’s just not healthy or natural.

I just try not to think about things that are beyond my control, I can't go back in time and fix it, so I try to distract my mind if that thought comes in my mind. It's a motivation for me to get surgeries, since I have SFS and bulging eyeballs, and if I fix those failos I can feel at ease. The biggest problem for me is that I'm inside jailed up in my room, so I feel like I'm missing out on life. Even if it's good or bad, that's why thoughts of regret come up because I never know what I COULD've had or experienced. That's why I kind've prefered to be rejected instead of not trying at all.

 

[Deleted member 14805]

what do u look like lol

ngl I'm scared to post pics on these forums but I have good harmony and look high trust, I think that's why foids approach me I just look friendly and harmless/young lol that's what alot of my family says. I'm not striking or anything like that.

 

[Deleted member 14667]

ngl I'm scared to post pics on these forums but I have good harmony and look high trust, I think that's why foids approach me I just look friendly and harmless lol that's what alot of my family says.

just post them man delete them after 6 mins thats how long u can leave them up for

 

[koalendo]

my advice to you op is to give girls the benefit of the doubt.
maybe she's truly busy and can't hang out this week or even this month, give them the benefit of the doubt and believe them for your own sake, maybe one or two will be lying to you and actually are using you but overall this is your best strategy and you won't miss on things this way.
but I'm not saying to act dumb and let girls straight up cuck and use you, just use a healthy balance.