Im a 22yo 6'3 white chad, but i've never been with a woman and i want to kill myself

[HomoGermanicus]

Im heavily autistic and also a mentalcel. When i was a teenager i was proposed to work as a model by a model manager who i met in a bus. However, i refused because i always wanted to work in a honorable job, like warehouse worker or factory worker.

Right now im 22yo, working in warehouse and im a complete KHHV. I've only been with 3 escorts, but i couldnt actually lose virginity with them because of impotence caused by years of inceldom. I never had unpaid intimacy with a woman, i've never even hugged a woman for free, because of my autism and social anxiety.

Im thinking about killing myself. I've already tried to kill myself a month ago by stopping eating and drinking. I didnt drink or eat anything for 42 hours, and i felt like death is close, but then my stupid brain tricked me into starting drinking again, and now im still suffering.

I see ugly short men with high tier beckies everyday. This makes me very suicidal. Thats all because they are NT and grew up in normal environment while im autistic, and grew up in abusive environment.

This world is created for NTs, not me. I hope that a nuclear holocaust is going to wipe off humanity.

 

[Deleted member 109943]

Im heavily autistic and also a mentalcel. When i was a teenager i was proposed to work as a model by a model manager who i met in a bus. However, i refused because i always wanted to work in a honorable job, like warehouse worker or factory worker.

Right now im 22yo, working in warehouse and im a complete KHHV. I've only been with 3 escorts, but i couldnt actually lose virginity with them because of impotence caused by years of inceldom. I never had unpaid intimacy with a woman, i've never even hugged a woman for free, because of my autism and social anxiety.

Im thinking about killing myself. I've already tried to kill myself a month ago by stopping eating and drinking. I didnt drink or eat anything for 42 hours, and i felt like death is close, but then my stupid brain tricked me into starting drinking again, and now im still suffering.

I see ugly short men with high tier beckies everyday. This makes me very suicidal. Thats all because they are NT and grew up in normal environment while im autistic, and grew up in abusive environment.

This world is created for NTs, not me. I hope that a nuclear holocaust is going to wipe off humanity.

 

[kuz3y]

Im heavily autistic and also a mentalcel. When i was a teenager i was proposed to work as a model by a model manager who i met in a bus. However, i refused because i always wanted to work in a honorable job, like warehouse worker or factory worker.

Right now im 22yo, working in warehouse and im a complete KHHV. I've only been with 3 escorts, but i couldnt actually lose virginity with them because of impotence caused by years of inceldom. I never had unpaid intimacy with a woman, i've never even hugged a woman for free, because of my autism and social anxiety.

Im thinking about killing myself. I've already tried to kill myself a month ago by stopping eating and drinking. I didnt drink or eat anything for 42 hours, and i felt like death is close, but then my stupid brain tricked me into starting drinking again, and now im still suffering.

I see ugly short men with high tier beckies everyday. This makes me very suicidal. Thats all because they are NT and grew up in normal environment while im autistic, and grew up in abusive environment.

This world is created for NTs, not me. I hope that a nuclear holocaust is going to wipe off humanity.

if youre really chad you dont have to be trying for girls attention im ltn and even i dont have to be try bro idk why

 

[cooIguy]

if youre really chad you dont have to be trying for girls attention im ltn and even i dont have to be try bro idk why

ur not ltn

 

[Deleted member 179826]

Im heavily autistic and also a mentalcel. When i was a teenager i was proposed to work as a model by a model manager who i met in a bus. However, i refused because i always wanted to work in a honorable job, like warehouse worker or factory worker.

Right now im 22yo, working in warehouse and im a complete KHHV. I've only been with 3 escorts, but i couldnt actually lose virginity with them because of impotence caused by years of inceldom. I never had unpaid intimacy with a woman, i've never even hugged a woman for free, because of my autism and social anxiety.

Im thinking about killing myself. I've already tried to kill myself a month ago by stopping eating and drinking. I didnt drink or eat anything for 42 hours, and i felt like death is close, but then my stupid brain tricked me into starting drinking again, and now im still suffering.

I see ugly short men with high tier beckies everyday. This makes me very suicidal. Thats all because they are NT and grew up in normal environment while im autistic, and grew up in abusive environment.

This world is created for NTs, not me. I hope that a nuclear holocaust is going to wipe off humanity.

DNR tag me when you kill yourself finally

 

[thereallegend]

ike warehouse worker or factory worker.

bro