im a 30 yo virgin wagecuck reintegrating into normie society

[sub6manletnozygos]

first corporate wagecuck job at 30 yo.
30 yo virgin.
no frens.
try to hang out with coworkers but when i am out drinking i just stare silently at the table.\
they reminisc on all the fun times they had in hs and university.
i cant relate to normie coworkers who are half a decade younger than me and went thorugh social developmental milestones (friends, big family, love, going out, having adventures etc).
normie coworkers continue to invite me out to dinner for whatever reason even though im silent and awkward.
the 3 times i went out drinking with them it hurts my kidneys and liver.
ive stopped drinking with coworkers and if i go out with them now i order orange juice, apple juice or ginger beer.
i havent cried for years but i got home last night and started involuntarily tearing up in my bed lol

 

[ragu]

Sad

 

[Nectar]

Dnrd oldcel

 

[SecularIslamist]

I'm the same. What do you do/say when coworkers talk about their gf/bf. Everyone is too shy to ask you but they already know you're incel if you don't mention your partner in every other sentence. It's brutal

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

Sad

thank you for expressing empathy but i wont rope. life is an eternal struggle so i will persist. it is what it is.

Dnrd oldcel

ogre

I'm the same. What do you do/say when coworkers talk about their gf/bf. Everyone is too shy to ask you but they already know you're incel if you don't mention your partner in every other sentence. It's brutal

i thought you were a sex having failed normie arab.
i suspect all my coworkers know im an autistic inkwel normie but for some reason they seem to tolerate me and invite me out

 

[SecularIslamist]

thank you for expressing empathy but i wont rope. life is an eternal struggle so i will persist. it is what it is.

ogre

i thought you were a sex having failed normie arab.

This was like 12/13 years ago nigga and only a couple weeks of degeneracy. This is called 'freshers experience' in the UK.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

This was like 12/13 years ago nigga and only a couple weeks of degeneracy. This is called 'freshers experience' in the UK.

at least you peered into the normie abyss and it stared back at you, before releasing you into your normie autistic mind to forever ruminate on what your life could be if you were more normal (friendship, love, excitement, happiness, lows, belonging) instead of an endless haze of grey.

 

[SecularIslamist]

at least you peered into the normie abyss and it stared back at you, before releasing you into your normie autistic mind to forever ruminate on what your life could be if you were more normal (friendship, love, excitement, happiness, lows, belonging) instead of an endless haze of grey.

Idk man if I was never normie maybe life would have been easier to cope with. Ignorance is bliss after all.

 

[standardcel]

At 30 you should already have a loving wife and 2 kids and a house

 

[Wasted time]

At 30 you should already have a loving wife and 2 kids and a house

I think he knows that

first corporate wagecuck job at 30 yo.
30 yo virgin.
no frens.
try to hang out with coworkers but when i am out drinking i just stare silently at the table.\
they reminisc on all the fun times they had in hs and university.
i cant relate to normie coworkers who are half a decade younger than me and went thorugh social developmental milestones (friends, big family, love, going out, having adventures etc).
normie coworkers continue to invite me out to dinner for whatever reason even though im silent and awkward.
the 3 times i went out drinking with them it hurts my kidneys and liver.
ive stopped drinking with coworkers and if i go out with them now i order orange juice, apple juice or ginger beer.
i havent cried for years but i got home last night and started involuntarily tearing up in my bed lol

Im sorry. Hope it gets better

 

[Wasted time]

first corporate wagecuck job at 30 yo.
30 yo virgin.
no frens.
try to hang out with coworkers but when i am out drinking i just stare silently at the table.\
they reminisc on all the fun times they had in hs and university.
i cant relate to normie coworkers who are half a decade younger than me and went thorugh social developmental milestones (friends, big family, love, going out, having adventures etc).
normie coworkers continue to invite me out to dinner for whatever reason even though im silent and awkward.
the 3 times i went out drinking with them it hurts my kidneys and liver.
ive stopped drinking with coworkers and if i go out with them now i order orange juice, apple juice or ginger beer.
i havent cried for years but i got home last night and started involuntarily tearing up in my bed lol

In your opinion what led you to your current situation?

 

[Big Boss]

Brutal nigga. If u are only sub 6 how is this possible? How did you arrive in this situation

 

[Dolorous]

first corporate wagecuck job at 30 yo.
30 yo virgin.
no frens.
try to hang out with coworkers but when i am out drinking i just stare silently at the table.\
they reminisc on all the fun times they had in hs and university.
i cant relate to normie coworkers who are half a decade younger than me and went thorugh social developmental milestones (friends, big family, love, going out, having adventures etc).
normie coworkers continue to invite me out to dinner for whatever reason even though im silent and awkward.
the 3 times i went out drinking with them it hurts my kidneys and liver.
ive stopped drinking with coworkers and if i go out with them now i order orange juice, apple juice or ginger beer.
i havent cried for years but i got home last night and started involuntarily tearing up in my bed lol

Good luck, I imagine the process will not be easy.

You took a step in the right direction by registering for those dancing classes