I’m a bigger loser than anyone here

[Prøphet]

I literally have zero life because I’m such an abused dog I can’t do anything whatsoever with confidence. I self sabotage and work against myself even with the smallest most insignificant things. Being genuinely ugly + nd + high inhib + perfectionist has upended everything, and every day I ruminate more over all the lost time with nothing to show for it.

 

[Prøphet]

Fucking insane how I pussy out of everything, I can’t even be honest and open with myself because I used to be punished for that so many times I’m a shell

 

[kmd]

I self sabotage and work against myself even with the smallest most insignificant things.

Just forgive yourself now and hopefully it’ll go away with time. it won’t improve if you stress about every minut detail