I'm a bitch.

[hye732]

I live in a bed bug and roach infested apartment with my family who have wronged me in so many ways. My mom has been giving me the silent treatment for the past couple of days and once told me that she wishes she never had me. Every single day living here is stressful.

I'm failing school and have been held back. I'm insecure of my voice, hair, looks, and height, all for a good reason. My day's have no structure at all, I spend most of my time just doom scrolling and I got up out of bed at around 1:30 PM today.

The only good things going on in my life right now are escapism, and my hobbies, such as skateboarding, playing soccer, and basketball. Used to bike except my bike got stolen recently.
Escapism is honestly the main thing that keeps me going. I spend most of my time just escaping reality.

Forgot to add I don't have any friends nor have I had any for the past couple of years

how tall r u? and how old r u?

 

[rawr]

Very interesting, definitely a hard fix. The good thing is that things can get worse but for all practical purposes you've hit rock bottom. And the other thing we can take away is that this is all the fault of your environment and parents who put you in a horrible spot from birth such that it resulted in this predictably horrible situation.

Escapism is law, sports are good too. Anything that can give you practical skills and knowledge.

Yeah, this is all caused by my shitty parents. My mom doesn't even have a job, rent is never paid Im unsure how were not evicted yet
I wanna start learning more though i should resort to learning and reading as a form of escapism aswell
I really just wanna live a normal life dude like living in my own apartment not being yelled at all day being independent
Not being concerned whether or not a bedbug or roach is crawling on your clothes constantly

One day

 

[lucifer88]

im not short but I am weak, i get scared when ppl raise their voices at me

i cry

 

[rawr]

how tall r u? and how old r u?

5'9, 16

 

[hye732]

5'9, 16

do you live in the netherlands or smth? 5'9 is pretty average, its not tall but its not like a life ruining height

 

[lucifer88]

you know I love you newgens

jfl since when is 2023 og

 

[rawr]

jfl since when is 2023 og

its definitely not og but compared to the fact that everyone here joined in 2025 i think it can be classified as SOMEWHAT og

 

[Gooningdemo23]

I'm a bitch, I'm a pussy, I'm weak ugly and short
I'm a keyboard warrior thats scared of confrontation
Who'll never curse someone out in person

gymcel to release all your inner manlet rage

 

[rawr]

do you live in the netherlands or smth? 5'9 is pretty average, its not tall but its not like a life ruining height

i live in america
yeah it definitely is average but i have this really bad habit of comparing myself with everyone
also i live in a part full of a bunch of immigrants so some guys i meet are so tall my head doesnt reach their shoulders

 

[rawr]

gymcel to release all your inner manlet rage

and then i just end up looking like a walking meatball of muscle

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

just low bmi things gain weight

 

[rawr]

just low bmi things gain weight

im 165lbs 5'9

 

[Tenres]

Yeah, this is all caused by my shitty parents. My mom doesn't even have a job, rent is never paid Im unsure how were not evicted yet
I wanna start learning more though i should resort to learning and reading as a form of escapism aswell
I really just wanna live a normal life dude like living in my own apartment not being yelled at all day being independent
Not being concerned whether or not a bedbug or roach is crawling on your clothes constantly

One day

So true. Best case scenario is making yourself a decent person so in the future you might have a better chance than them. At the end of the day you don't want to end up life your parents

Do you have access to food usually?

 

[rawr]

So true. Best case scenario is making yourself a decent person so in the future you might have a better chance than them. At the end of the day you don't want to end up life your parents

Do you have access to food usually?

I do thankfully
Sometimes my mom doesnt cook and I have to spend my own money on food but usually she does

 

[hye732]

i live in america
yeah it definitely is average but i have this really bad habit of comparing myself with everyone
also i live in a part full of a bunch of immigrants so some guys i meet are so tall my head doesnt reach their shoulders

yea i can understand that, 5'9 on its own isnt horrible but if your face isnt great and youre really nd then

 

[rawr]

yea i can understand that, 5'9 on its own isnt horrible but if your face isnt great and youre really nd then

Im not too sure if im ND but i talk to myself constantly
i write down every single thought (idk why)
i used to like stim i would just randomly move my eyebrows up and down
im horrible at social interactions aswell

i dont really stim or talk to myself when im by myself though so i guess im able to control myself

 

[Tenres]

I do thankfully
Sometimes my mom doesnt cook and I have to spend my own money on food but usually she does

Ok ok you have some stuff, I mean you have potential it's just that the use of the Internet is actually making it worse probably besides the escapism. Y'know the weird sexual fetishes contributing to low self esteem type shit

 

[rawr]

Ok ok you have some stuff, I mean you have potential it's just that the use of the Internet is actually making it worse probably besides the escapism. Y'know the weird sexual fetishes contributing to low self esteem type shit

I know a thing or two about weird sexual fetishes and im not elaborating

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

im 165lbs 5'9

shit thats actually a good bmi, are you low bodyfat as well?

i aint gon lie u the first person i seen make a thread like this who wasnt a skinny bastard

 

[Tenres]

I know a thing or two about weird sexual fetishes and im not elaborating

Das rite. That's why u need to get on the self deception protocol, you can lie to yourself that you'll do it after you jerk off first time, but of course once that happens you won't want to do it anyway.

Now that we've fixed that with unbeatable strategy that no one talks about but works 100% of the time.

You just need to water and food max and read max, you're basically Chad now except the roaches. You're fucked with the roaches.

 

[rawr]

shit thats actually a good bmi, are you low bodyfat as well?

i aint gon lie u the first person i seen make a thread like this who wasnt a skinny bastard

no im fat as fuck
my face is super fat too

 

[rawr]

Das rite. That's why u need to get on the self deception protocol, you can lie to yourself that you'll do it after you jerk off first time, but of course once that happens you won't want to do it anyway.

Now that we've fixed that with unbeatable strategy that no one talks about but works 100% of the time.

You just need to water and food max and read max, you're basically Chad now except the roaches. You're fucked with the roaches.

Been dealing with roaches like my whole life bro
Still cant get used to those FUCKERS

 

[ascendtocl122]

 

[rawr]

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

no im fat as fuck
my face is super fat too

aight get to the same weight at 12% bodyfat and see if you still wanna act like a bitch then it might take a couple years tho

 

[ascendtocl122]

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[rawr]

aight get to the same weight at 12% bodyfat and see if you still wanna act like a bitch then it might take a couple years tho

Def gotta lose weight

 

[random subhuman]

I'm a bitch, I'm a pussy, I'm weak ugly and short
I'm a keyboard warrior thats scared of confrontation
Who'll never curse someone out in person

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