i’m a different level of body dysmorphic

[swt]

i literally started trying to draw my own face by what i saw in the mirror so that i could understand my features, i have no idea what i look like and i can only base opinions off of what other people tell me

how does it even get to this point?

 

[foidhater123]

do u see it as good or bad

 

[swt]

do u see it as good or bad

do i see what as good or bad

 

[foidhater123]

i have no idea what i look like

do i see what as good or bad

 

[swt]

do u see it as good or bad

terrible

 

[VohnnyBoy]

I see myself either as a mogger or subhuman filth, no in between feel you

 

[Kurdishcoper]

i get u man

 

[swt]

i get u man

I see myself either as a mogger or subhuman filth, no in between feel you

why does this happen?

 

[Kurdishcoper]

why does this happen?

not sure, for me it was from years of relentless self hatred. Ive accepted that im ugly but it is what it is

 

[foidhater123]

terrible

why tho? Isn't it incredible to see yourself as a different person and not get bored of your face?

 

[Just Blast]

i haven't recognized myself in a few months

 

[VohnnyBoy]

why does this happen?

I can only try to self diagnose my ass.
I grew up ugly and fat. Was mocked by girls for that. Glowed up in a meantime I guess but years of being ugly during developing years took it’s tool. Girls IRL rate me 6.5-7.5/10 (behind my back) but I can’t see myself past average. I still see myself as subhuman I once was
If you were ugly as a kid you were destined to hate yourself