I'm a fcking disappointmnet

[IHateMyslf]

Genuinely believe my life is at rock bottom rn.
I got no friends, no social life, no hoes and my parents fucking despise me. Today my mother pointed out how I got no fucking friends and points me at fault, while I literally try to be the friendliest person ever w everyone, they just don't choose me, I'm what neuro typicals call a floater friend, nobody invites me to hang out ever, I feel like I don't fucking exist, girls my age don't fucking see anything w me unless it's just friends or looking for a free ego boost.
I js ldar in my room all day long all summer long, while occasionaly going out in nature js to pretend being on an higher philosophycal level.
Also Idk how to explain but when I want to talk abt smth I always end up talking nonsense, getting out of topic or broadening It.
Like I know what I mean or want to say in my mind but I can't write down.

 

[DrRodger]

Over

 

[sieze.com]

have you tried making online friends like a discord mod?

 

[IHateMyslf]

Over

Genuinely, I think only way for me to get better is changing personality hoping people forget my old One and start accepting me or sum shi idk

 

[IHateMyslf]

have you tried making online friends like a discord mod?

Hell naw bro wtf even is that, like dgmw but people online are NOT true friends.

 

[TheWigger]

Genuinely believe my life is at rock bottom rn.
I got no friends, no social life, no hoes and my parents fucking despise me. Today my mother pointed out how I got no fucking friends and points me at fault, while I literally try to be the friendliest person ever w everyone, they just don't choose me, I'm what neuro typicals call a floater friend, nobody invites me to hang out ever, I feel like I don't fucking exist, girls my age don't fucking see anything w me unless it's just friends or looking for a free ego boost.
I js ldar in my room all day long all summer long, while occasionaly going out in nature js to pretend being on an higher philosophycal level.
Also Idk how to explain but when I want to talk abt smth I always end up talking nonsense, getting out of topic or broadening It.
Like I know what I mean or want to say in my mind but I can't write down.

literally me last yr

 

[iwishiwastaller]

literally me rn

 

[IHateMyslf]

literally me last yr

Common shared experience tbh.

 

[d2ascends]

Genuinely believe my life is at rock bottom rn.
I got no friends, no social life, no hoes and my parents fucking despise me. Today my mother pointed out how I got no fucking friends and points me at fault, while I literally try to be the friendliest person ever w everyone, they just don't choose me, I'm what neuro typicals call a floater friend, nobody invites me to hang out ever, I feel like I don't fucking exist, girls my age don't fucking see anything w me unless it's just friends or looking for a free ego boost.
I js ldar in my room all day long all summer long, while occasionaly going out in nature js to pretend being on an higher philosophycal level.
Also Idk how to explain but when I want to talk abt smth I always end up talking nonsense, getting out of topic or broadening It.
Like I know what I mean or want to say in my mind but I can't write down.

real bro

 

[tgun564636]

Same

You aren’t alone don’t forget that

 

[TheWigger]

Common shared experience tbh.

btw if your just out of hs on a gap year or something, contact some of your old friends, i thought i had no friends but then i asked some old classmates i didnt talk to in a year if we can hang out during late summer and it was chill i wish i did it earlier i would of had a better summer.

 

[IHateMyslf]

btw if your just out of hs on a gap year or something, contact some of your old friends, i thought i had no friends but then i asked some old classmates i didnt talk to in a year if we can hang out during late summer and it was chill i wish i did it earlier i would of had a better summer.

Like ik, I hang out with people sometimes but only when I got out by myself (if i ask them in most cases won't straight up ask me to hang out but hit me with "come if you wanna")
I feel like I put up a mask with people to not seem abnormal, but ts js makes me boring tbh, while I highly doubt people would like to talk with me about something deeper or talking about my true interests. Tomorrow I hang out w a bunch of classmates and I'm gonna probably enjoy It till I come home and realize I acted asiocially the whole time. It's just that no one cares enough to get to actually know me.

 

[IHateMyslf]

Same

You aren’t alone don’t forget that

I'm alone bro, dkbi but I hope you actually have somebody that's just there and listens to you like I wish someone listened to me instead of having to whine to fucking myself about how miserable I am

 

[TheWigger]

I'm alone bro, dkbi but I hope you actually have somebody that's just there and listens to you like I wish someone listened to me instead of having to whine to fucking myself about how miserable I am

yh your right i have a few friends i can say almost anything to and i know we will still be friends and they will reciprocate by sharing there issues with me, but i only see them once every 3 months. Idk tho it's hard to get out of that cycle of rumination. I feel like the only way to do it is like you said by going outside into nature and pretending to ponder about life looking at all the leaves and shit.

 

[IHateMyslf]

yh your right i have a few friends i can say almost anything to and i know we will still be friends and they will reciprocate by sharing there issues with me, but i only see them once every 3 months. Idk tho it's hard to get out of that cycle of rumination. I feel like the only way to do it is like you said by going outside into nature and pretending to ponder about life looking at all the leaves and shit.

I feel an aristocrat of the soul doing ts (never read Evola, all my knowledge of philosophy comes from Wikipedia and tt)

 

[greycelplsbepatient]

Genuinely believe my life is at rock bottom rn.
I got no friends, no social life, no hoes and my parents fucking despise me. Today my mother pointed out how I got no fucking friends and points me at fault, while I literally try to be the friendliest person ever w everyone, they just don't choose me, I'm what neuro typicals call a floater friend, nobody invites me to hang out ever, I feel like I don't fucking exist, girls my age don't fucking see anything w me unless it's just friends or looking for a free ego boost.
I js ldar in my room all day long all summer long, while occasionaly going out in nature js to pretend being on an higher philosophycal level.
Also Idk how to explain but when I want to talk abt smth I always end up talking nonsense, getting out of topic or broadening It.
Like I know what I mean or want to say in my mind but I can't write down.

become a based primal blud

 

[dsaliron]

Genuinely believe my life is at rock bottom rn.
I got no friends, no social life, no hoes and my parents fucking despise me. Today my mother pointed out how I got no fucking friends and points me at fault, while I literally try to be the friendliest person ever w everyone, they just don't choose me, I'm what neuro typicals call a floater friend, nobody invites me to hang out ever, I feel like I don't fucking exist, girls my age don't fucking see anything w me unless it's just friends or looking for a free ego boost.
I js ldar in my room all day long all summer long, while occasionaly going out in nature js to pretend being on an higher philosophycal level.
Also Idk how to explain but when I want to talk abt smth I always end up talking nonsense, getting out of topic or broadening It.
Like I know what I mean or want to say in my mind but I can't write down.

Same its just the endless cycle of getting closer to someone thinking you are finally about to have a good friend and not be a floater friend but at the end you will always be a floater friend

 

[coper1010]

S

Genuinely believe my life is at rock bottom rn.
I got no friends, no social life, no hoes and my parents fucking despise me. Today my mother pointed out how I got no fucking friends and points me at fault, while I literally try to be the friendliest person ever w everyone, they just don't choose me, I'm what neuro typicals call a floater friend, nobody invites me to hang out ever, I feel like I don't fucking exist, girls my age don't fucking see anything w me unless it's just friends or looking for a free ego boost.
I js ldar in my room all day long all summer long, while occasionaly going out in nature js to pretend being on an higher philosophycal level.
Also Idk how to explain but when I want to talk abt smth I always end up talking nonsense, getting out of topic or broadening It.
Like I know what I mean or want to say in my mind but I can't write down.

same bro my life has always been like thsi