IHateMyslf
Iron
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- Jan 6, 2026
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Where do I even start, Life, the ultimate gift whatever kind of god there Is Is actually such a fucking curse and a waste of given to people like me, I don't deserve this big of a privilege because I'm making a fucking mistake of it, I was supposed to be remembered, to be great, to be BEAUTIFUL, I WAS MEANT TO REACH HEIGHTS MY ANCESTORS COULD ONLY DREAM OF, I LIVE IN A CONFORT THAT EXCEEDS THAT OF THE KINGS, I LIVE YET I DON'T DESERVE ONE SECOND OF THIS, AND THE WORST PART IS THAT THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO TO CHANGE TS, NOTHING TO GIVE A PURPOSE TO THIS LIFE, I WAS MEANT TO DIE FOR A GREATER REASON NO MATTER WHICHEVER IT WAS, I WAS MEANT TO LOVE THE WAY TRUE LOVERS DID, I WAS MEANT TO FIGHT THE WAY TRUE WARRIORS DID, I WAS MEANT TO GET TO SEE MY DREAMS COME TO LIFE AND THAT WILL NEVER BE POSSIBLE THANKS TO OTHER FUCKING RETARDS LIKE ME WITH THE DIFFERENCE THEY FEEL ENTITLED TO DO WHAT THEY WANT, ALL THIS THANKS TO RANDOM FUCKING SHIT LIKE MONEY THAT SHOULDN'T FUCKING HAVE TO DO ANYTHING WITH ONE'S AMBITION, I WAS PROHIBITED TO HAVE A DREAM BEFORE EVEN BEING BORN I'M SUCH A FUCKING FAILURE NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK I END UP DOING IT WILL NEVER COMPARE TO THE LIFE I DREAMT OF, I'M A FUCKING WEIRD FUCK UP AND EVEN SO I FEEL TOO FUCKING SUPERIOR TO FIND CONNECTION WITH THOSE FUCKING NORMIES AND THOSE OTHER SOCIETAL SCUM LIKE WHO EVEN LIKES THIS FUCKING SHIT SYSTEM WE LIVE IN WHERE THE SOCIETAL RULES ARE MADE TO MAKE YOUR BRAIN GO NUMB AND LET RANDOM ASS PEOPLE DO THE THINKING, WHY AM I BORN IN A TIME WHERE FUCKING DOING SOMETHING INTELLECTUAL/FUN/PHYSICAL IS PUT DOWN AS SOME LOW IQ ACTIVITY UNLESS YOU AREN'T IN THE 1% OF PEOPLE DOING IT, EVERYTHING IS JUST WORK WORK WORK MONEY THIS MONEY THAT ACT LIKE THIS ACT LIKE THAT I CAN'T FUCKING PURSUE SOMETHING MORE PHILOSOPHYCAL THAN LUNCH BECUASE THEY TAKE ME FOR A SNOB AND I CAN'T FUCKING ACT LIKE THEM BECUASE I JUST CAN'T I'M GOING FUCKING INSANE AND I WANT TO BEAT SHIT OUT OF THINGS AND PEOPLE MORE EVERYDAY, EVERYTHING IS JUST SO FUCKING STUPID I CAN'T DO SHIT THAT I ACTUALLY WANT TO DO BECUASE IF I DON'T DO THE DIFFICULT STUFF THEN IT'S NOT CONSIDERED DOING IT AND IF IT'S NOT CONSIDERED DOING IT THEY WILL JUST CALL IT USELESS UNTIL I QUIT BEFORE I GET TO THE DIFFICULT PART AND I DON'T EVEN WANT TO TAKE THE BLAME ON MYSELF BUT I STILL DO BECUASE I'M A COWARD AND AN IGNORANT AND A FUCKUP
