Im a genuine loser (long story)

[js2gg9]

I'm currently homeschooled but all thou my Elementry and middle school years i haven't made a genuine friend that i still talk to on the daily to this day i had my "thug" era with an edgar,501,sagging,etc. its cause I'm ugly or people just hate me in general for who i want to become i lost one of my closest friends we did lots of dumb shit I'm going in detail but we got suspended every other week we parted ways cause i wanted to change cause i was a bum and he wanted to stay a bum cause he had a girl at the time and he was focused on her instead of himself (he's fat) also i kept trying to convince him to change no matter how hard i tried he just wouldn't budge so i just had to cut him off. 5 years of friendship just lost like that i didn't want to surround myself around people like that if i wanted to change but that's all for him, i have this other friend that i don't really know if she cares about me tho we have been friends for almost a year but she had feelings for me when we first started talking but i didn't feel the same way, so i decided to keep her as a friend and i didn't want to "lead her on" so i told her we should stay friends and no more other than her i have nobody to talk to, i think I'm mental or smth all i can do now as a homeschooled chud is looksmaxx and stay fit, but i get no girls anyway so there's no point in doing it but just for myself atp so i wont feel like a crackhead i had a cart addiction but i rarley smoke now i wanna get back into it but i know that it will just make me lazy and more of an Incel i just want to ropemaxx but i will just go to hell if i do Ive been a sinner my whole life and im still a virgin so i cant die YET i need to go to Highschool to find a foid to pump and dump cause its the only way atp idk anybody besides my hmg and i am NOT cracking that its not that she's ugly or anything its that she kinda a bop and i might cut her off too cause she is kinda pissing me off ik she the only "friend" that i have currentley but its getting to a point i want to go live in a random rainforest to bymyselfmaxx and be a badass high test dude hunting n shi idk what the point of this post is roast me all you want in replies and cook me cause i have nothing else to do and nobody to talk to call me a newgen and a chud loser etc i love to see them cause atleast im noticed in a way

 

[slaviccartfiend]

dnr

 

[afroheadluke]

Hi

 

[lnceIs]

DNR format ur shit

 

[Francisco_Bs]

I'm currently homeschooled but all thou my Elementry and middle school years i haven't made a genuine friend that i still talk to on the daily to this day i had my "thug" era with an edgar,501,sagging,etc. its cause I'm ugly or people just hate me in general for who i want to become i lost one of my closest friends we did lots of dumb shit I'm going in detail but we got suspended every other week we parted ways cause i wanted to change cause i was a bum and he wanted to stay a bum cause he had a girl at the time and he was focused on her instead of himself (he's fat) also i kept trying to convince him to change no matter how hard i tried he just wouldn't budge so i just had to cut him off. 5 years of friendship just lost like that i didn't want to surround myself around people like that if i wanted to change but that's all for him, i have this other friend that i don't really know if she cares about me tho we have been friends for almost a year but she had feelings for me when we first started talking but i didn't feel the same way, so i decided to keep her as a friend and i didn't want to "lead her on" so i told her we should stay friends and no more other than her i have nobody to talk to, i think I'm mental or smth all i can do now as a homeschooled chud is looksmaxx and stay fit, but i get no girls anyway so there's no point in doing it but just for myself atp so i wont feel like a crackhead i had a cart addiction but i rarley smoke now i wanna get back into it but i know that it will just make me lazy and more of an Incel i just want to ropemaxx but i will just go to hell if i do Ive been a sinner my whole life and im still a virgin so i cant die YET i need to go to Highschool to find a foid to pump and dump cause its the only way atp idk anybody besides my hmg and i am NOT cracking that its not that she's ugly or anything its that she kinda a bop and i might cut her off too cause she is kinda pissing me off ik she the only "friend" that i have currentley but its getting to a point i want to go live in a random rainforest to bymyselfmaxx and be a badass high test dude hunting n shi idk what the point of this post is roast me all you want in replies and cook me cause i have nothing else to do and nobody to talk to call me a newgen and a chud loser etc i love to see them cause atleast im noticed in a way

Tldr?

 

[kranerman23123]

 

[midface crisis]

Paragraphs bro

 

[fedecope]

actual yapping dude couldve summed this up in 10 lines

 

[kisslessvirgin]

format it a little better and ill read it

tag me when you do