im a loser today

[invisiblefrog4]

im in my senior year of highschool and we had an event called senior sunrise today, this event includes seniors getting together with their friends to watch the sunrise. taking pictures and laying besides eachother and whatnot. i invited a few friends i have and only one of them showed up 30 mintues late with someone else. i was tagging along with both of them, they already had their own friendgroup. i felt so alone. i have no friends to hangout with and im really not that ugly. i like things that everyone likes but somehow im just pushed aside. im not annoing, im quiet, i do have "friends" but im never chosen. i dont understand what im doing wrong, i sit alone at lunch. its like my childhood is wasted on me being a loser.... idk

 

[Anatole]

I felt so sad reading this,
when hearing this it just makes me want to hang out with you and have fun, I'm really sorry you don't have the chance to feel chosen.
It's actually wrenching my guts that you are eating alone, really.
I don't know what to tell you regarding the actual problem that might the cause of your troubles.
I hope you get well soon.

 

[cannibaloid]

im in my senior year of highschool and we had an event called senior sunrise today, this event includes seniors getting together with their friends to watch the sunrise. taking pictures and laying besides eachother and whatnot. i invited a few friends i have and only one of them showed up 30 mintues late with someone else. i was tagging along with both of them, they already had their own friendgroup. i felt so alone. i have no friends to hangout with and im really not that ugly. i like things that everyone likes but somehow im just pushed aside. im not annoing, im quiet, i do have "friends" but im never chosen. i dont understand what im doing wrong, i sit alone at lunch. its like my childhood is wasted on me being a loser.... idk

I wish i could grant you my disdain for people and preference for solitude