nabiodcels
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I genuinely am not even bad looking, I think I might have undiagnosed autism or extreme nd with high inhibition on top of that. I was fat growing up which reinforced my autism.
I always be getting choosing signals from foids since I lost weight around 15 years old. Mainly Ltbs but I hav been too high inhib and low iq to act on any attention or signals I receive. This recently jus happened to me with an mtb indian foid who I was practically obsessed over my entire first year of college and friendzoned myself by being too high in job autistic nd and not confided ent enough to make a move . I might rope cause it’s over and I will probably not pull any foid despite all the chances I’ve had and being a 5’11 hmtn East African male. I’m turning 19 and have only had a single makeout that I didn’t even perform well in. She herself said I barely kissed back and that it wasn’t enjoyable. I wasn’t confident enough to try again the entire whole second spring semester and I’m constantly thinking about her and the other girls I could have slayed in the past if it wasn’t for my high inhib and nd possibly autistic mindset on top of already having low self esteem from being sub 5 and obese most of my life.
I always be getting choosing signals from foids since I lost weight around 15 years old. Mainly Ltbs but I hav been too high inhib and low iq to act on any attention or signals I receive. This recently jus happened to me with an mtb indian foid who I was practically obsessed over my entire first year of college and friendzoned myself by being too high in job autistic nd and not confided ent enough to make a move . I might rope cause it’s over and I will probably not pull any foid despite all the chances I’ve had and being a 5’11 hmtn East African male. I’m turning 19 and have only had a single makeout that I didn’t even perform well in. She herself said I barely kissed back and that it wasn’t enjoyable. I wasn’t confident enough to try again the entire whole second spring semester and I’m constantly thinking about her and the other girls I could have slayed in the past if it wasn’t for my high inhib and nd possibly autistic mindset on top of already having low self esteem from being sub 5 and obese most of my life.
