I’m a risk-averse person who was handed an extremely risky set of cards

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Nothing about my life or health is stable. My vision is 6x beyond what is considered “legally blind”. It gets worse every year. I think that one day I’ll lose it. I have a recurring deformity that has a very high chance to come back over and over again despite surgeries. On top of that facially hideous balding blah blah blah if you’re reading you probably know how I failed damn near every lottery in my birth. ND abused dog controlled by my fear. It’s like everything about my life is a puzzle piece to explain why I am the way I am. Maybe to truly live I need to force myself into everything I’m scared of. But then I could crash. A great paradox. What are you supposed to do when your body says memento mori, but your mind wants to lay down and watch the days go by through the window without you for 10 more years? Why did I get this burden placed on my shoulders? Where is my story?

 

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@MikeMew'sBitch @lowtiersubhuman @mentalcels

 

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Bump

 

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The truth is that I’m a pussy who was born to be a warrior. Nothing is in balance. How did that even happen?

 

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This looksmax shi isn’t a game to me. I thought it was at first, I thought I’m just like all of you LTNs, the truth is that I’m nothing like you and that’s been a recurring theme through my life. To be deformed is a fuck. Naturally speaking, “I” should have never happened. A couple centuries back I wouldn’t have even made it to childhood. I’m on the cusp of being an invalid but just barely made the cut, whether that’s a good thing or not I will see.

 

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The coldest part is when all the wrong people say you’re something and all the right people say you’re nothing

 

[EthiopianMaxxer]

I also have had shit vision from a young age which is rapidly getting worse although it isn't as severe as yours. I'm predicted to be considered legally blind by the time I'm like 30, which is obviously a lot better than your situation. I have sympathy brother

 

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And to think constantly whether you’re living a life well-lived, making the most of your time, when all of your potential is locked behind a dice roll, that’s hell.

 

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I also have had shit vision from a young age which is rapidly getting worse although it isn't as severe as yours. I'm predicted to be considered legally blind by the time I'm like 30, which is obviously a lot better than your situation. I have sympathy brother

I have an uncle who’s 30 and has to wear coke bottles on his face. I’m still just barely able to wear contacts to get vision that’s passable, but things will only get worse for me

 

[unstable]

brother don't make me cry may sky gods protect you

 

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I’m in the peak years of my life and already overwhelmed by the burdens of a miserable “grown up”

 

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brother don't make me cry may sky gods protect you

I try to understand which god approved me to be made, but it’s too senseless, there is no logic, no mercy, god is nature and he will not hear you out

 

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So I’m destined to be nothing, the more I think the more this motif is reaffirmed, so what are you meant to do when destiny doesn’t want you? I feel more comfort not even giving an effort because of how pitiful it is, I wish the people around me could understand a little better, I wish everyone could understand but it will never happen because we are animals who only care about being our own main character, I’m no exception so I get it

 

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Please tag anyone who is going through something similar or reach out to me if that’s you and you see this because I want to find a community where we can do everything to become better

 

[unstable]

I try to understand which god approved me to be made, but it’s too senseless, there is no logic, no mercy, god is nature and he will not hear you out

gods don't make us they follow the flow themselves we can just ask them for help

 

[unstable]

what is your height and do you have a job

 

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gods don't make us they follow the flow themselves we can just ask them for help

To throw a weakling into life can only be for entertainment, god is mad

 

[Prøphet]

what is your height and do you have a job

5’9, no job

I’m going to the eye doctor soon to see what can be done

I feel myself getting my hopes up, but my life has taught me to expect to be let down, either by my own cowardice or someone’s incompetence

 

[unstable]

5’9, no job

I’m going to the eye doctor soon to see what can be done

I feel myself getting my hopes up, but my life has taught me to expect to be let down, either by my own cowardice or someone’s incompetence

i didn't know it can make you blind how much will surgery cost

 

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i didn't know it can make you blind how much will surgery cost

The surgery for my lazy eye is free for me

Surgery scares the shit out of me I went through hospital trauma as a child so even the thought gives me a panic attack

But what other way is there?

I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place and it fucking hurts

It won’t fix my vision whatsoever but at least I will be able to look at people straight without them assuming I have Down syndrome

 

[Prøphet]

i didn't know it can make you blind how much will surgery cost

Also the surgery for that has a 60% success rate and even after that there’s a decent chance my problem returns over the years

I feel sick

 

[Foreverbrad]

These aren’t risky cards they are just SHIT cards. At best by taking all the risks you just get what a normie got for just existing.

 

[Prøphet]

These aren’t risky cards they are just SHIT cards. At best by taking all the risks you just get what a normie got for just existing.

Yeah that’s what I mean

I have to put everything I know on the line for a chance at a regular life

I guess it’s the only option, what else is there to do. Accept my circumstances and do my best to fix them

 

[Foreverbrad]

Yeah that’s what I mean

I have to put everything I know on the line for a chance at a regular life

I guess it’s the only option, what else is there to do. Accept my circumstances and do my best to fix them

Do you even have the financial capacity to fix them before you are too old for it to matter? Surgery is not so much a risk as a trade-off between a fairly known result and the agony of years of wageslaving for essentially something you should have had for free.

The other option is to accept your circumstances and find the easiest way to rot and the best copes to live with.

 

[WonkyChin186]

Nothing about my life or health is stable. My vision is 6x beyond what is considered “legally blind”. It gets worse every year. I think that one day I’ll lose it. I have a recurring deformity that has a very high chance to come back over and over again despite surgeries. On top of that facially hideous balding blah blah blah if you’re reading you probably know how I failed damn near every lottery in my birth. ND abused dog controlled by my fear. It’s like everything about my life is a puzzle piece to explain why I am the way I am. Maybe to truly live I need to force myself into everything I’m scared of. But then I could crash. A great paradox. What are you supposed to do when your body says memento mori, but your mind wants to lay down and watch the days go by through the window without you for 10 more years? Why did I get this burden placed on my shoulders? Where is my story?

I dont understand, why are you not blind if ur 6x past being legally blind

And what deformity do you have

And how tall are you

 

[Prøphet]

Do you even have the financial capacity to fix them before you are too old for it to matter? Surgery is not so much a risk as a trade-off between a fairly known result and the agony of years of wageslaving for essentially something you should have had for free.

The other option is to accept your circumstances and find the easiest way to rot and the best copes to live with.

My family is paying for eye surgery

I’m going to wageslave so I can get bimax and fat grafts by early 20s

I can’t cope and live as a sub5 after what I’ve experienced in my life I’ll do anything to mog

 

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I dont understand, why are you not blind if ur 6x past being legally blind

And what deformity do you have

And how tall are you

I have to wear extremely strong contacts and if my vision keeps getting worse I’ll be forced to wear subhuman thick glasses

Lazy eye

5’9

 

[hotrodduncan]

What are you supposed to do when your body says memento mori, but your mind wants to lay down and watch the days go by through the window without you for 10 more years?

holy trvke

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Nothing about my life or health is stable. My vision is 6x beyond what is considered “legally blind”. It gets worse every year. I think that one day I’ll lose it. I have a recurring deformity that has a very high chance to come back over and over again despite surgeries. On top of that facially hideous balding blah blah blah if you’re reading you probably know how I failed damn near every lottery in my birth. ND abused dog controlled by my fear. It’s like everything about my life is a puzzle piece to explain why I am the way I am. Maybe to truly live I need to force myself into everything I’m scared of. But then I could crash. A great paradox. What are you supposed to do when your body says memento mori, but your mind wants to lay down and watch the days go by through the window without you for 10 more years? Why did I get this burden placed on my shoulders? Where is my story?

Absolute proof that god is either not real or is a evil one