Im a terrible muslim

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That's the opposite of most reverts. Most reverts are like Hamza Yusuf and go hard in the paint, memorizing Quran and trying to learn Arabic etc. They're actually insecure about being new to the faith. Unless they're doing it for attention

It's people raised muslim who eat pork have casual sex and say ridiculous blasphemous shit on Twitter like Muhammad would've supported feminism and lgbtqia

That's really not the case. A lot of reverts are pretty Liberal and most born Muslim are conservatives.

Why is my attitude to most reverts different? Is my personality not compatible with religion or smth

Partly because a lot of Muslims are retarded hypocrites partly because you are a misanthrope and have some mental issues.