LaFayette
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Basically all my life is a lie, because I never was self aware enough to accept that I'm an idiot. My faint hope that I was smart but suffering from simple depression was one of the greatest, and most catastrophic delusions I ever had. Yet...I don't know how to do anything else rather than regurgitate knowledge....shallow knowledge maybe.
If I leave my masters, what is going to happen with my life? My first degree means jackshit if I think about it, and I have no marketable skills. Moreso, I can't learn fast enough to develop them quickly. "Go be a trader" you might say....but at 26? Be a NEET? Live the rest of my life inside my safe space and die without experiencing anything worthwhile?....I was depressed because I am a cel, but now I am also stupid on top of it.
If I leave my masters, what is going to happen with my life? My first degree means jackshit if I think about it, and I have no marketable skills. Moreso, I can't learn fast enough to develop them quickly. "Go be a trader" you might say....but at 26? Be a NEET? Live the rest of my life inside my safe space and die without experiencing anything worthwhile?....I was depressed because I am a cel, but now I am also stupid on top of it.