I'm addicted to opiates (over get in here if u want)

[Αlchemy]

its all i think about it was just a fun week of doing pills every other night and its been 4 days and all i can think about is finding more pills its genuinely what i think about all day
when in math class i think about pills
when on the bus i think about pills
when going to sleep i think about how warm it feels to be high laying down going to sleep or nodding off
when im talking to my family i think about where are they hiding there pills
its the best feeling in the world being way too high nothing else has ever made me feel so warm besides being on facetime with a girl (ive only ever had one relationship and its online and its the one im in) but ive been high on the phone with her and getting all that serotonin with high from the pills is so amazing i have to facetime her constantly now to not feel miserable from being sober
idk what to do im gonna try to find a good source and order a large amount of RC opis and benzos and suboxone and binge for like half a year then try to quit and go on suboxone
giga over this same thing happened to me with xanax and other benzos
the first time i took them i remember thinking i dont see how homeless people thug it out homeless to be high 24/7 then i nodded two days later and now i see how i could decide life would be better doing heroin everyday on the street
everyone in my family that contributed to me being born was a super addict who recovered or is still a giant addict so i think its genetics too playing a part in my addiction

 

[ChadThundercøck]

Stoopid

 

[Tesarossa]

your sig vid is really nice

 

[foidkiller42]

Crazy dnr

 

[horseman.]

Shit can’t be this good

 

[Αlchemy]

@Stalker @mangotimer @180 @buccalfatremoval

 

[Wicket]

its all i think about it was just a fun week of doing pills every other night and its been 4 days and all i can think about is finding more pills its genuinely what i think about all day
when in math class i think about pills
when on the bus i think about pills
when going to sleep i think about how warm it feels to be high laying down going to sleep or nodding off
when im talking to my family i think about where are they hiding there pills
its the best feeling in the world being way too high nothing else has ever made me feel so warm besides being on facetime with a girl (ive only ever had one relationship and its online and its the one im in) but ive been high on the phone with her and getting all that serotonin with high from the pills is so amazing i have to facetime her constantly now to not feel miserable from being sober
idk what to do im gonna try to find a good source and order a large amount of RC opis and benzos and suboxone and binge for like half a year then try to quit and go on suboxone
giga over this same thing happened to me with xanax and other benzos
the first time i took them i remember thinking i dont see how homeless people thug it out homeless to be high 24/7 then i nodded two days later and now i see how i could decide life would be better doing heroin everyday on the street
everyone in my family that contributed to me being born was a super addict who recovered or is still a giant addict so i think its genetics too playing a part in my addiction

What opiates are you doing?

 

[Wicket]

Shit can’t be this good

Apparently they really are that good

 

[Stalker]

I wonder how its like i dont take anything

 

[Αlchemy]

Shit can’t be this good

it really is

your sig vid is really nice

thanks man

What opiates are you doing?

i was binging off codiene, like 180mgs if by itself oxy 10mgs and tramadol mixing them sometimes or just doing 500 tramadol and i had no tolerance during the whole binge

I wonder how its like i dont take anything

its really nice but nothing else u do will compare its really hard not to want to do it always

 

[Wicket]

i was binging off codiene, like 180mgs if by itself oxy 10mgs and tramadol mixing them sometimes or just doing 500 tramadol and i had no tolerance during the whole binge

yeah fuck bro thatll definitely have some bad effects
hope you get over it soon bhai beating addiction is one of the hardest things

 

[Αlchemy]

yeah fuck bro thatll definitely have some bad effects
hope you get over it soon bhai beating addiction is one of the hardest things

thanks G much love hope fully my family will run out of there scripts or hide them real good eventually and ill just stop and not crave it anymore

 

[Wicket]

thanks G much love hope fully my family will run out of there scripts or hide them real good eventually and ill just stop and not crave it anymore

Gonna take some mental strength but you can do it