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Mentally im always stuck in high school. Im constantly trying to make up for not socializing when i was a teenager and constantly failing.

Noone socializes after high school. Even women, their core social circle is people they knew from school and maybe people they meet early on in college.

If you dont have a social circle in school its gg at least in my country. Every time you try to socialize something will always feel off, something will never click and you will always feel alone.

You can meet people all you want but they will never be similar to you. Idk a single person who has gone through as much bullshit as i have tbh ngl. I couldnt keep up in high school with the other guys and by the time it was over, i had nothing.
 
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Are we not all? I still sometimes wake up thinking it is 2022 spring. Those are worse than my vivid night terrors.
 
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Nigga it doesn’t matter how old you are, if you’re attractive you will always make friends easily wherever you go. Attractive people attract people

We have a new guy at work, he’s already started dating a hottie that works here lol
 
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Mentally im always stuck in high school. Im constantly trying to make up for not socializing when i was a teenager and constantly failing.

Noone socializes after high school. Even women, their core social circle is people they knew from school and maybe people they meet early on in college.

If you dont have a social circle in school its gg at least in my country. Every time you try to socialize something will always feel off, something will never click and you will always feel alone.

You can meet people all you want but they will never be similar to you. Idk a single person who has gone through as much bullshit as i have tbh ngl. I couldnt keep up in high school with the other guys and by the time it was over, i had nothing.
how old are u now bhai
 
Nigga it doesn’t matter how old you are, if you’re attractive you will always make friends easily wherever you go. Attractive people attract people
Not if your perception is jaded by mental illness or isolation. I know a chad irl who is a virgin. Every girl goes after him and he just does not pick up on it. I think he might be gay though.
 
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Not if your perception is jaded by mental illness or isolation. I know a chad irl who is a virgin. Every girl goes after him and he just does not pick up on it. I think he might be gay though.
No such thing as a virgin Chad lol, only exceptions are religious or fag like u said
 
No such thing as a virgin Chad lol
I thought the same until I met one. He says hes A sexual. I swear on my life, I am not joking. I am the last user to make this up. I am being fully serious.
 
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Mentally ill
It is why I favour him. He is blue pilled, naive. Pretty much the mental opposite of me. Where I have lucidity he has none.
Where I lack reason, he has it. Though he is better looking than me by a solid point and a half. He is chad but I am cl.
He is 6'2 and I am 5'11.
 
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Nigga it doesn’t matter how old you are, if you’re attractive you will always make friends easily wherever you go. Attractive people attract people
but there werent any people i wanted to be friends with lol. as i said, different wavelengths
 
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but there werent any people i wanted to be friends with lol. as i said, different wavelengths
Muh wavelengths, u get along with people that are like and like you. More people will like you if you’re gl, hence you have way more opportunity to make friends. Just remember all the popular boys and girls from school days, all of them were either attractive or high status (top athlete, singer, class clown).

Even I noticed in hs my good mates would pay me less attention if a more popular guy or girl came to talk lmfao
 
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but there werent any people i wanted to be friends with lol. as i said, different wavelengths
I like the way you think and see. I would say the same, I tried to make friends with normies who welcomed and accepted me but I just never clicked. They always were doing something new 24/7, it is like they never stop and think for a second if what they do was right or whatever. They are like people who drink to get smashed instead of savouring the flavour of the fine drink.
 
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Not if your perception is jaded by mental illness or isolation. I know a chad irl who is a virgin. Every girl goes after him and he just does not pick up on it. I think he might be gay though.
attractive people sitll more or so stick mostly to people like themselves. engineer chad wont hang out with drug addicts, the guy is dellusional and thinks real life is One Piece or smth. Yes, attractive people socialize easier but they still heavlily rely on networks from early stages of their lives. Noone socializes from zero, this is the point of this thread.
 
Muh wavelengths, u get along with people that are like and like you. More people will like you if you’re gl, hence you have way more opportunity to make friends. Just remember all the popular boys and girls from school days, all of them were either attractive or high status (top athlete, singer, class clown)
A lot of people approached me but I stuck to myself, I never trusted anyone when I was younger.
 
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attractive people sitll more or so stick mostly to people like themselves. engineer chad wont hang out with drug addicts, the guy is dellusional and thinks real life is One Piece or smth. Yes, attractive people socialize easier but they still heavlily rely on networks from early stages of their lives. Noone socializes from zero, this is the point of this thread.
I agree. I never reached rock bottom, not even now. Even at my lowest people still attempt to come for me. I find it odd.
 
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Mentally im always stuck in high school. Im constantly trying to make up for not socializing when i was a teenager and constantly failing.

Noone socializes after high school. Even women, their core social circle is people they knew from school and maybe people they meet early on in college.

If you dont have a social circle in school its gg at least in my country. Every time you try to socialize something will always feel off, something will never click and you will always feel alone.

You can meet people all you want but they will never be similar to you. Idk a single person who has gone through as much bullshit as i have tbh ngl. I couldnt keep up in high school with the other guys and by the time it was over, i had nothing.
 
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