Im an adult now... There is nothing left. No good experiences to come in the future

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Nor did I have any good experiences in school. I'm exaggerating a bit but compared to the average person school for me was fucking shit. Brutal. It's over. Never gonna have a family so what's the point? I could make a million and what would the point be in that if I have no family? How am I supposed to be motivated to work for an average job when even 1million wouldn't satisfy me?

U know how with drugs n shit, one of the reasons u get addicted to them is cuz of how good they felt the first time and Ur chasing that good feeling of how it felt the last time every time. And even if u don't actually like the drug Ur forced to take it cuz of the addiction. The same is with life. We're all stuck in our childhoods.

The UK education system is so fucked. My childhood ended 2 years ago when I finished school and started college. In the US you're in school until you're 18. If I was in America rn I'd still be in school with the same ppl I grew up with that's crazy to think. American education system mogs hard. UK is shit.
 
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Bro Thats tough
 
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That's what life is about unless you're a chad, lucky or rich. Wage slavery and death. Nothing much else to look forward to.
 
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I was about to dn rd, but I got carried away reading your thread and I feel pretty bad for you. Was primary school any different from middle and high school for you?
 
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I got 5 months
I have a plan though
 
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BIGDICCJIM said:
I was about to dn rd, but I got carried away reading your thread and I feel pretty bad for you. Was primary school any different from middle and high school for you?
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Infants and primary school were okay. I had lots of friends it was actually the teachers who treated me badly. Never the students. And in secondary school and after it was both students and teachers
 
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FastBananaCEO said:
Infants and primary school were okay. I had lots of friends it was actually the teachers who treated me badly. Never the students. And in secondary school and after it was both students and teachers
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What kind of mistreatments have you experience from your peers and teachers
 
FastBananaCEO said:
Infants and primary school were okay. I had lots of friends it was actually the teachers who treated me badly. Never the students. And in secondary school and after it was both students and teachers
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In what way? Did you get shit grades in late primary / middle school? Or was it more of a status thing where one teacher considered you incompetent if you asked too many questions or something?

All I know about you physically is that you're 5'9", have varicose veins on your face and amber colored PCT bug eyes. I remember on that same thread of your pic on the train you said you had an ok midface which means that unless your chin is tiny or your cheekbones are super out of place, it can't be that bad and you could be a mogger. I'm guessing that unless you had some sort of super delayed puberty, you're probably not gonna naturally develop much now. Correct me if i'm wrong. What are you planning to looksmax on then from now on? Sclerotherapy?
 
I never made friends college as well tbh since you just go to class and go home
 
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BIGDICCJIM said:
In what way? Did you get shit grades in late primary / middle school? Or was it more of a status thing where one teacher considered you incompetent if you asked too many questions or something?

All I know about you physically is that you're 5'9", have varicose veins on your face and amber colored PCT bug eyes. I remember on that same thread of your pic on the train you said you had an ok midface which means that unless your chin is tiny or your cheekbones are super out of place, it can't be that bad and you could be a mogger. I'm guessing that unless you had some sort of super delayed puberty, you're probably not gonna naturally develop much now. Correct me if i'm wrong. What are you planning to looksmax on then from now on? Sclerotherapy?
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I barely ever asked questions and my grades were above average in primary. My year 4 and 5 teachers treated me like shit.

I'm currently 5'8" but I always say I'm 1 higher than I am for da affirmation ting. Got wide spaced bug eyes, big forehead, fat lips, big nose, big ears, big forehead but tiny lower third like an alien. My eyes are just brown but parts of them go yellow/green in the light. No facial harmony.

I don't rlly know about my midface but if It is bad it's the least of my problems. And btw when I say stuff like my nose and ears are big I don't just mean above average I mean stupidly big.
 
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LilTeccaCel said:
I never made friends college as well tbh since you just go to class and go home
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Ye no one makes new friends in college in the UK unless you're a literal chad. I made a new friend I guess but we only ever talk in lesson.
 
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FastBananaCEO said:
I barely ever asked questions and my grades were above average in primary. My year 4 and 5 teachers treated me like shit.

I'm currently 5'8" but I always say I'm 1 higher than I am for da affirmation ting. Got wide spaced bug eyes, big forehead, fat lips, big nose, big ears, big forehead but tiny lower third like an alien. My eyes are just brown but parts of them go yellow/green in the light. No facial harmony.

I don't rlly know about my midface but if It is bad it's the least of my problems. And btw when I say stuff like my nose and ears are big I don't just mean above average I mean stupidly big.
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May I ask why that was then too? Are you loud and super low inhib IRL?

Tbh if your eyes are brown "with yellow in the light" they're amber. In your pics they looked light enough even below the dark in your hoodie for the iris and pupil to contrast a little bit, so by legit standards they're light. Fat lips isn't really a bad trait, more like depending on how proportioned they are, unless you mean something like full on sex doll tier bee stung lips.

I wish you the best man. I don't think you're truecel but you def seem ugly enough, if that makes sense. If you're feeling jaded enough from all i'm reading I don't think you should even doubt surgerymaxxing and frauding genes. Is your nose crooked too or just big and bulbous? Same with your ears, what's their shape?
 
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Ye no one makes new friends in college in the UK unless you're a literal chad. I made a new friend I guess but we only ever talk in lesson.
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Yeah same situation,I have people in my economics class that I chill with in free periods but there not people I’ll hang out with on the weekends,all my friends that I still talk to are from secondary
 
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It never begin
 
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BIGDICCJIM said:
May I ask why that was then too? Are you loud and super low inhib IRL?
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No I'm just ugly. I have stories of it on .co


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Is your nose crooked too or just big and bulbous? Same with your ears, what's their shape?
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Nose is both crooked and bulbous. Ears look like they've been stretched.
 
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Selfahate said:
It never begin
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FastBananaCEO said:
Nor did I have any good experiences in school. I'm exaggerating a bit but compared to the average person school for me was fucking shit. Brutal. It's over. Never gonna have a family so what's the point? I could make a million and what would the point be in that if I have no family? How am I supposed to be motivated to work for an average job when even 1million wouldn't satisfy me?

U know how with drugs n shit, one of the reasons u get addicted to them is cuz of how good they felt the first time and Ur chasing that good feeling of how it felt the last time every time. And even if u don't actually like the drug Ur forced to take it cuz of the addiction. The same is with life. We're all stuck in our childhoods.

The UK education system is so fucked. My childhood ended 2 years ago when I finished school and started college. In the US you're in school until you're 18. If I was in America rn I'd still be in school with the same ppl I grew up with that's crazy to think. American education system mogs hard. UK is shit.
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Dn read, give me 10 pounds
 
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What’s ur psl man ?
 
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Money maxx bro
 
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Where are you now? Which uni?
 
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FastBananaCEO said:
Nor did I have any good experiences in school. I'm exaggerating a bit but compared to the average person school for me was fucking shit. Brutal. It's over. Never gonna have a family so what's the point? I could make a million and what would the point be in that if I have no family? How am I supposed to be motivated to work for an average job when even 1million wouldn't satisfy me?

U know how with drugs n shit, one of the reasons u get addicted to them is cuz of how good they felt the first time and Ur chasing that good feeling of how it felt the last time every time. And even if u don't actually like the drug Ur forced to take it cuz of the addiction. The same is with life. We're all stuck in our childhoods.

The UK education system is so fucked. My childhood ended 2 years ago when I finished school and started college. In the US you're in school until you're 18. If I was in America rn I'd still be in school with the same ppl I grew up with that's crazy to think. American education system mogs hard. UK is shit.
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Welcome to reality
 
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It's the same shit here. What's the point of wageslaving if there's nothing worth spending it on tbh.

Average wagecuck here spends most of their money on a house+car, and a holiday 2-3 times a year. Idk but doesnt seem interesting to me.
 
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