darkness97
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i find that my girlfriend is starting to use drugs. the drugs aren't terrible and she is somewhat responsible with it's use. but it still fucking irritates me. what also irritates me about her is her tendency to lie. i know she is thinking about trying lsd but because of my reaction to her doing mdma for the 3rd of 4th time.
the reason why i hate the fact that she is thinking about using mdma or her use in general is that she already has mood issues. she doesn't eat that well, nor exercises. so she's just fucked emotionally. mdma will only make that worse especially with excessive use. it's just so irresponsible. but i can't tell her shit because she's an adult.
she's lying to me about lsd. i just hate how much she lies to me. even about little bullshit. she's not the type to cheat in our circumstance as it is right now. but i just hate how much she lies. i hate her right now. i can't break up with her, but i wouldn't be devastated if we broke up.
i work out, eat clean, and study hard as a person who grew up poor. she is lazy, has rich parents and lies for no reason. i find it super frustrating. she's a good girlfriend don't get me wrong and i'm just annoyed with her. but it's still really annoying. she has this friend who she does anything with. i always like to have my girlfriends have friends because i can't always be with her. but she does anything and everything with this friend. after i came into her life they became more distant as i become her source of entertainment. which i don't like. but, ever since she started hanging with me she doesn't smoke nearly as often. and is more physically active. i just wish she payed more attention is school.
the reason why i hate the fact that she is thinking about using mdma or her use in general is that she already has mood issues. she doesn't eat that well, nor exercises. so she's just fucked emotionally. mdma will only make that worse especially with excessive use. it's just so irresponsible. but i can't tell her shit because she's an adult.
she's lying to me about lsd. i just hate how much she lies to me. even about little bullshit. she's not the type to cheat in our circumstance as it is right now. but i just hate how much she lies. i hate her right now. i can't break up with her, but i wouldn't be devastated if we broke up.
i work out, eat clean, and study hard as a person who grew up poor. she is lazy, has rich parents and lies for no reason. i find it super frustrating. she's a good girlfriend don't get me wrong and i'm just annoyed with her. but it's still really annoying. she has this friend who she does anything with. i always like to have my girlfriends have friends because i can't always be with her. but she does anything and everything with this friend. after i came into her life they became more distant as i become her source of entertainment. which i don't like. but, ever since she started hanging with me she doesn't smoke nearly as often. and is more physically active. i just wish she payed more attention is school.
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