i’m at an all time low and im depressed over my looks. my girlfriend sent me over the edge today. examples of my blackpill experience below ⬇️

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i’ve been ugly since i was a child. i’ve always had excessive UEE and still carry the burden of having a sub-5 eye area.

i’ve constantly been laughed at and made fun of for my eyes. when i was round 8 or 9, i was sitting in class with my crush and one my friends. she asked me why my ‘eyes budged out’ and eventually gave me the nickname of ‘popeyes.’ later that week, bearing in mind i was 8 or 9, i lay in bed and cried my eyes out to my mother as i hated my face and wasn’t happy with how i looked. i moved on, however, until the age of 11 when a girl said my ‘eyelids were too big’ and that it made my face look weird.

this insecurity didn’t really affect me too much until i went down the blackpill/looksmaxx pathway. i’ve tried every cope method on the planet and im 17 with bad bones and ugly eyes. i adopted the method of squinting 24/7 which leaves me with dry eyes, pain and a weird looking eye area. i’ve been asked why im making a weird face or if i need eye drops. i avoid pictures, dont look in the mirror and also try to hide my side profile from others. i’m bad with eye contact because im self-conscious of my buldgy eyes and i even find myself crying over my unfortunate face at the age of 17.

i’m at an all time low and i genuinely feel like im ugly. i hate my buldgy eyes and recessed jaw and i wish things could change. today i was told that all of my girlfriends friends think im ugly. today i finally accepted that im just an ugly person. i’ve been knowledgable about looksmaxxing for ages and ive dabbled in lots of things/methods but my bones will simply not change. im stuck with this face for like and i will always face the consequences of having both an ugly face, but also crippling insecurity.

i don’t know what to say. i’ll answer any questions. very brutal
 
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be grateful you have a girlfriend, fakecel
 
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nbad looks and gf in a same sentence :feelsuhh:
 
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be grateful you have a girlfriend, fakecel
nope, i’ve just somehow got an attractive girlfriend despite being ugly
 
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nbad looks and gf in a same sentence :feelsuhh:
yeah and if i were to post with her id get comments saying ‘how’s he done that’ or ‘bro must be rich’ or some thinking similar

it’s not always a blessing
 
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The only thing im grateful in my face is my eye area all the other parts are fucking chopped:lul:
 
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how bad are ur eyes tho like are they true sub 5 tier or what
 
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could always be worse
 
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how bad are ur eyes tho like are they true sub 5 tier or what
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notice how i only have the confidence to show pics in good lighting and cheek sucking? cuz im fucking ugly
 
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u look above average bruh even taking in the fact that ur frauding in light and whatever but overall skull is decent Bruh don't say such bad things about urself and ur eye area even if ur squinting its not bad bruh
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sure bro, still think the same after this pic at 15?
 
yeah and if i were to post with her id get comments saying ‘how’s he done that’ or ‘bro must be rich’ or some thinking similar

it’s not always a blessing
yikes:feelswhy:
 
i’ve been ugly since i was a child. i’ve always had excessive UEE and still carry the burden of having a sub-5 eye area.

i’ve constantly been laughed at and made fun of for my eyes. when i was round 8 or 9, i was sitting in class with my crush and one my friends. she asked me why my ‘eyes budged out’ and eventually gave me the nickname of ‘popeyes.’ later that week, bearing in mind i was 8 or 9, i lay in bed and cried my eyes out to my mother as i hated my face and wasn’t happy with how i looked. i moved on, however, until the age of 11 when a girl said my ‘eyelids were too big’ and that it made my face look weird.

this insecurity didn’t really affect me too much until i went down the blackpill/looksmaxx pathway. i’ve tried every cope method on the planet and im 17 with bad bones and ugly eyes. i adopted the method of squinting 24/7 which leaves me with dry eyes, pain and a weird looking eye area. i’ve been asked why im making a weird face or if i need eye drops. i avoid pictures, dont look in the mirror and also try to hide my side profile from others. i’m bad with eye contact because im self-conscious of my buldgy eyes and i even find myself crying over my unfortunate face at the age of 17.

i’m at an all time low and i genuinely feel like im ugly. i hate my buldgy eyes and recessed jaw and i wish things could change. today i was told that all of my girlfriends friends think im ugly. today i finally accepted that im just an ugly person. i’ve been knowledgable about looksmaxxing for ages and ive dabbled in lots of things/methods but my bones will simply not change. im stuck with this face for like and i will always face the consequences of having both an ugly face, but also crippling insecurity.

i don’t know what to say. i’ll answer any questions. very brutal
Bro shut your mouth and be grateful for your gf some of us here never even felt a drop of love
 
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notice how i only have the confidence to show pics in good lighting and cheek sucking? cuz im fucking ugly
You seem to be being nerfed by eyes, that makes you a good candidate for surgery. If you have serval big flaws then fixing just one will have little benefit but if you have one thing way worse than the rest you can get good roi from a surgery. Don't get me wrong you have other flaws to be worked on but the eyes really drag you down.

I'm no expert on eye surgeries so I cant give you any advice worth trusting but you really need to look into it, it can be life changing but you need to do it as early as possible, as is you have already likely had a significantly worse life than you could have had because of your eyes. Most people discard the idea of surgery and don't give it any serious thought but you WILL live a better life and be happier if you do something now. There are relatively cheap and safe options out there like fat grafting which could be something worth thinking about but you must do your own research. Good luck bro, please take this suggestion seriously
 
You seem to be being nerfed by eyes, that makes you a good candidate for surgery. If you have serval big flaws then fixing just one will have little benefit but if you have one thing way worse than the rest you can get good roi from a surgery. Don't get me wrong you have other flaws to be worked on but the eyes really drag you down.

I'm no expert on eye surgeries so I cant give you any advice worth trusting but you really need to look into it, it can be life changing but you need to do it as early as possible, as is you have already likely had a significantly worse life than you could have had because of your eyes. Most people discard the idea of surgery and don't give it any serious thought but you WILL live a better life and be happier if you do something now. There are relatively cheap and safe options out there like fat grafting which could be something worth thinking about but you must do your own research. Good luck bro, please take this suggestion seriously
yeah when i leave school ill get filler or some sort of fat grafting + maybe a cantho

that’s until i can get enough money for real surgeries

like rhino and any major orbital ones
 
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goated strat might actually be blindmaxx and pretend to be blind so you can wear sunglasses to cover eyes...
 
i’ve been ugly since i was a child. i’ve always had excessive UEE and still carry the burden of having a sub-5 eye area.

i’ve constantly been laughed at and made fun of for my eyes. when i was round 8 or 9, i was sitting in class with my crush and one my friends. she asked me why my ‘eyes budged out’ and eventually gave me the nickname of ‘popeyes.’ later that week, bearing in mind i was 8 or 9, i lay in bed and cried my eyes out to my mother as i hated my face and wasn’t happy with how i looked. i moved on, however, until the age of 11 when a girl said my ‘eyelids were too big’ and that it made my face look weird.

this insecurity didn’t really affect me too much until i went down the blackpill/looksmaxx pathway. i’ve tried every cope method on the planet and im 17 with bad bones and ugly eyes. i adopted the method of squinting 24/7 which leaves me with dry eyes, pain and a weird looking eye area. i’ve been asked why im making a weird face or if i need eye drops. i avoid pictures, dont look in the mirror and also try to hide my side profile from others. i’m bad with eye contact because im self-conscious of my buldgy eyes and i even find myself crying over my unfortunate face at the age of 17.

i’m at an all time low and i genuinely feel like im ugly. i hate my buldgy eyes and recessed jaw and i wish things could change. today i was told that all of my girlfriends friends think im ugly. today i finally accepted that im just an ugly person. i’ve been knowledgable about looksmaxxing for ages and ive dabbled in lots of things/methods but my bones will simply not change. im stuck with this face for like and i will always face the consequences of having both an ugly face, but also crippling insecurity.

i don’t know what to say. i’ll answer any questions. very brutal
dnr but in short, just be grateful for what you have, it can always be worse.
 

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