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sub5 infraorbitals
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i’ve been ugly since i was a child. i’ve always had excessive UEE and still carry the burden of having a sub-5 eye area.
i’ve constantly been laughed at and made fun of for my eyes. when i was round 8 or 9, i was sitting in class with my crush and one my friends. she asked me why my ‘eyes budged out’ and eventually gave me the nickname of ‘popeyes.’ later that week, bearing in mind i was 8 or 9, i lay in bed and cried my eyes out to my mother as i hated my face and wasn’t happy with how i looked. i moved on, however, until the age of 11 when a girl said my ‘eyelids were too big’ and that it made my face look weird.
this insecurity didn’t really affect me too much until i went down the blackpill/looksmaxx pathway. i’ve tried every cope method on the planet and im 17 with bad bones and ugly eyes. i adopted the method of squinting 24/7 which leaves me with dry eyes, pain and a weird looking eye area. i’ve been asked why im making a weird face or if i need eye drops. i avoid pictures, dont look in the mirror and also try to hide my side profile from others. i’m bad with eye contact because im self-conscious of my buldgy eyes and i even find myself crying over my unfortunate face at the age of 17.
i’m at an all time low and i genuinely feel like im ugly. i hate my buldgy eyes and recessed jaw and i wish things could change. today i was told that all of my girlfriends friends think im ugly. today i finally accepted that im just an ugly person. i’ve been knowledgable about looksmaxxing for ages and ive dabbled in lots of things/methods but my bones will simply not change. im stuck with this face for like and i will always face the consequences of having both an ugly face, but also crippling insecurity.
i don’t know what to say. i’ll answer any questions. very brutal
i’ve constantly been laughed at and made fun of for my eyes. when i was round 8 or 9, i was sitting in class with my crush and one my friends. she asked me why my ‘eyes budged out’ and eventually gave me the nickname of ‘popeyes.’ later that week, bearing in mind i was 8 or 9, i lay in bed and cried my eyes out to my mother as i hated my face and wasn’t happy with how i looked. i moved on, however, until the age of 11 when a girl said my ‘eyelids were too big’ and that it made my face look weird.
this insecurity didn’t really affect me too much until i went down the blackpill/looksmaxx pathway. i’ve tried every cope method on the planet and im 17 with bad bones and ugly eyes. i adopted the method of squinting 24/7 which leaves me with dry eyes, pain and a weird looking eye area. i’ve been asked why im making a weird face or if i need eye drops. i avoid pictures, dont look in the mirror and also try to hide my side profile from others. i’m bad with eye contact because im self-conscious of my buldgy eyes and i even find myself crying over my unfortunate face at the age of 17.
i’m at an all time low and i genuinely feel like im ugly. i hate my buldgy eyes and recessed jaw and i wish things could change. today i was told that all of my girlfriends friends think im ugly. today i finally accepted that im just an ugly person. i’ve been knowledgable about looksmaxxing for ages and ive dabbled in lots of things/methods but my bones will simply not change. im stuck with this face for like and i will always face the consequences of having both an ugly face, but also crippling insecurity.
i don’t know what to say. i’ll answer any questions. very brutal