I'm at bottom of defeat, people except me to sui at this point but i'm actually planning to comeback and win life

[Psychophilly]

my entry life i failed in everything, but the thing is, failing at everything is kind of winning. i'm using acceleration theory here, instead of trying to improve my life i want to destroy it even further and reach the bottom so that i can raise higher than everyone else later. i will not be afraid of failure because i already failed countless times.

i figured my mental state is not gonna get any better if i continue struggling trying hard to get a GF and find a job and keep failing and having some minor wins, making me stuck in a place.
i'm heading toward bottom, i will tell you what it looks like when i get there.

 

[Psychophilly]

people are gonna read my bio in wikipedia in future to find out i was virgin neet for 30 years and wonder.
I wanted my life to be as challenging as possible and im successfully doing it.

 

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[Deleted member 17872]

Except me? You mean expect me

Learn English first, rapist

 

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Standard Schizo post