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the teacher called up my parents to meet up and talk about my "failure" school grades.
my mom told them that i'm under medication and that it makes me super sleepy and dreamy 24/7,
but that if i stop i'm under so much pressure and might lose control during class, so in both cases i'm never fully capable of working in general.
anyways it's a huge lack of control over my own body and it's unfixable.
then they started talking about how neurodivergency is okay and that i can ask for anything if i need help,
asking me if i need a personalized room to hide in when i'm about to break out or just a portable computer overall, that there was no shame in doing so.
i felt so ashamed even needing to talk about this with other people.
it's so badly seen to have special help, especially in france...
idk what i should do, do i take the help or do i try to "lock in" cause at this rate i'm not making it through the whole year.
is there anything else that i could ask for that could potentially help me too, something i didn't mention?
my mom told them that i'm under medication and that it makes me super sleepy and dreamy 24/7,
but that if i stop i'm under so much pressure and might lose control during class, so in both cases i'm never fully capable of working in general.
anyways it's a huge lack of control over my own body and it's unfixable.
then they started talking about how neurodivergency is okay and that i can ask for anything if i need help,
asking me if i need a personalized room to hide in when i'm about to break out or just a portable computer overall, that there was no shame in doing so.
i felt so ashamed even needing to talk about this with other people.
it's so badly seen to have special help, especially in france...
idk what i should do, do i take the help or do i try to "lock in" cause at this rate i'm not making it through the whole year.
is there anything else that i could ask for that could potentially help me too, something i didn't mention?
