I'm autistic and I depend on weed for functioning(it's over)

[varangianguard]

Everything went downhill on the 1st of september, I don't have enough time for anything since school
I forget to eat a lot due to autism(high functioning)

High school is really hard when everyone is fucking bullying you for being the only white kid that isn't a wannabe gangster, popular girls pick up on me all of the time because of my terrible social skills but some are nicer to me.
I wish I could have speaked like a normal person without feeling mute and insecure 24/7

I'm 15 years old,73kg, 186cm and mmtn but still getting picked on by way shorter mixed shitskin mutts

also I'm alone 90% of the day due to my mom working more and I can't socialize/do schoolwork without weed or adderall

the worst part is that I was diagnosed twice with autism and my mom kept arguing each time with the therapists that I don't have any neurodivergency to cope with the fact that I'm her only child

nobody takes me seriously other than my 3 close friends

I don't have siblings or hardly a family so I speak less than 500 words daily

 

[Mansur]

Next time a bitch gon say smth tell her

"Wouldn’t be talking to me like that if you knew what I’d do to you in bed"

Watch her reaction

 

[varangianguard]

Next time a bitch gon say smth tell her

"Wouldn’t be talking to me like that if you knew what I’d do to you in bed"

Watch her reaction

Tbh I wouldn't touch them with a stick
pretty girls never bully me