i'm avoiding going out until i look better

[molecule8]

title. noticed that for the longest time and especially in the past few months i have practically not been able to go out and socialize and enjoy life because i look fucking disgustingly subhuman. im probs a mtn due having an acceptable height, but i seriously can't imagine going out while i hover around 15% bodyfat like the fat overweight piece of shit subhuman i am. i need a week to recover and then i'm gonna go back to cut below 8% for good. for fucks sake. i don't really hate myself as much as i used to despise every molecule of my being, but i hate that i never properly tried to improve myself without coping sooner.

tldr; im not going out tonight because I'm fucking disgusting. i'm better than before i started but it's not hard to improve on garbage. in just a few more months i will have a good ascension update, and in a year i expect that i will have done most of the work that i want done by then

 

[molecule8]

ropemaxxing once i achieve htn

 

[SlayerJonas]

that's the nr.1 thing not to do. even if looksminned u still go out else u waste ur life away.

 

[New Poster]

8% is skeletal. Lol at blackpillers convincing you to looksmin yourself

 

[taxGatherer]

if you cant have fun being fat and ugly you will never have fun being pretty
you're actively ruining your life by not having fun. you are making your cort higher and your serotonin lower.
and some drunk bitch is easy oxitocin

 

[molecule8]

that's the nr.1 thing not to do. even if looksminned u still go out else u waste ur life away.

real shit. years wasted because of high inhib.

this post unironically motivated me to go out tonight. thanks bhai

not sure why today i got fomo so bad, probs part of recovery since coming off dnp and e2 crashing.

literally wanted to LDAR so badly tonight, which is completely retarded

 

[molecule8]

if you cant have fun being fat and ugly you will never have fun being pretty
you're actively ruining your life by not having fun. you are making your cort higher and your serotonin lower.
and some drunk bitch is easy oxitocin

non-larp slay story WILL be posted

 

[taxGatherer]

non-larp slay story WILL be posted

chud chud go away, larp being normie another day