Blackout.xl
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I went out to the gym and 2 asian kids were standing on the door because of a long ass lineup for the dmv that was nearby. I straight said move twice in a disrespectful tone and signalled where he should go. He moved like the obedient dog that he was.
I got in. Did my shit and got out. Spoke to nobody. I would of never done this before vyvanse. I would of just said please excuse me because I don’t want to offend anyone
Now I’m just a bully and assertive. It’s like vyvanse raised my T levels. u saw the threads on my mom? I regret that shit but vyvanse has changed me into something I don’t want to be. I just say what I want to say and do not consider how the person will react or feel. I just don’t give a fuck. I have no emotion and have no empathy. I’m like a sociopath on the drug and empathetic and depressed when I come down and realize what I’ve done.
typing this I feel no emotion but will feel emotion when I experience a come down. Idk anymore. I may have to get off this drug. But my Initial worries of it not working anymore are gone. I was crystal clear, focused and on a mission. Nobody was even in my periphery. I just did my shit and got out. Making a thread about my gym experience after.
I even told my mom straight to her face that her brother is a useless failure who is childless and ultimately has an existence which was pointless and should not of happened. When my mom looked away I told her to look at me when I was speaking to her
TL;DR = I’m turning into a big asshole on vyvanse.
I got in. Did my shit and got out. Spoke to nobody. I would of never done this before vyvanse. I would of just said please excuse me because I don’t want to offend anyone
Now I’m just a bully and assertive. It’s like vyvanse raised my T levels. u saw the threads on my mom? I regret that shit but vyvanse has changed me into something I don’t want to be. I just say what I want to say and do not consider how the person will react or feel. I just don’t give a fuck. I have no emotion and have no empathy. I’m like a sociopath on the drug and empathetic and depressed when I come down and realize what I’ve done.
typing this I feel no emotion but will feel emotion when I experience a come down. Idk anymore. I may have to get off this drug. But my Initial worries of it not working anymore are gone. I was crystal clear, focused and on a mission. Nobody was even in my periphery. I just did my shit and got out. Making a thread about my gym experience after.
I even told my mom straight to her face that her brother is a useless failure who is childless and ultimately has an existence which was pointless and should not of happened. When my mom looked away I told her to look at me when I was speaking to her
TL;DR = I’m turning into a big asshole on vyvanse.
