I'm beginning to hate women and I want to have a better mindset.

[Deleted member 10699]

I've always been bullied because of my bad social skills due to autism, and because of my looks. Many people have said in third person that I'm ugly, specially girls. Lately I've realised that almost 100% of the people who have called me ugly, have been girls. I try to be happy, but I don't have any kind of comfidence. I have been loosing my empathy for most people in the last years, and I have realised that I fear people, specially women:

When I watch a video, if a women it's on it, I refuse to watch it (this has been happening to me for years).

I feel that I've been judged harshly by women and by men. And many of them have laughed at my face. I want to change my mentality, but I feel really anxious. I want to get rid of the homicidal thoughts/fantasies at any cost. I dream with humillating and degrading the people who have treated me like shit. I wasn't like this before, but I've been falling in this pit in the last years, when I fully developed social anxiety. I'm crying right now at class. I'm a piece of shit, but I hope that these girls who treated me like shit to die. They don't deserve empathy.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

I'm trying to use the Internet for less time. And to wear headphones all day, so I can only listen to my thoughts.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

I feel that all my life has been shaped by how woman have treated me.

 

[Attorney]

Brutal, I am afraid that it might be over for you, idk what to tell you tbh.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Brutal, I am afraid that it might be over for you, idk what to tell you tbh.

I just need to find a reason to live. I'd kill myself before going ER; the family of the people that treated me like crap doesn't deserve that.

 

[Deleted member 1400]

I can totally relate matecel but I don’t hate them. They cannot control the attraction they feel towards chads and répulsion towards sub 5 males. It’s what it is.

 

[Deleted member 9819]

insanely low t if after getting bullied you don't hate women

 

[Patient A]

Elliot Rodger reincarnate

livestream your killing spree bro, make sure to tag me

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Brutal, I am afraid that it might be over for you, idk what to tell you tbh.

I've learnt to like music sung by womans. It costed me a lot, since I would stop listening to a song if a woman was the singer. That was like 2 years ago. I can listen to them singing now.

 

[Deleted member 5927]

Don’t ask the fucking fags on this site. They will gaslight you into being some weird thinking incel. Don’t hate women dude. Just understand it’s all biology. You follow your biology, women follow theirs. Don’t hate the women, hate the system. It is what it is, all you can do is play by the unfair rules. But here’s the thing: as long as you are on the winning side, you won’t care how unfair shit is. You know women like the top 20% of men, and it’s unfair as fuck for the bottom 80%, but once you GET to the top 20%, you won’t be complaining anymore.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

insanely low t if after getting bullied you don't hate women

I want to stop hating them, because hate is something that requires an effort.

 

[Deleted member 5927]

Elliot Rodger reincarnate

livestream your killing spree bro, make sure to tag me

Dude shut the fuck up, never even jokingly advocate killing innocent people. As a looksmaxxer you should strive to be the best human possible, not a fucking incel cringe lord.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Don’t ask the fucking fags on this site. They will gaslight you into being some weird thinking incel. Don’t hate women dude. Just understand it’s all biology. You follow your biology, women follow theirs. Don’t hate the women, hate the system. It is what it is, all you can do is play by the unfair rules. But here’s the thing: as long as you are on the winning side, you won’t care how unfair shit is. You know women like the top 20% of men, and it’s unfair as fuck for the bottom 80%, but once you GET to the top 20%, you won’t be complaining anymore.

I will never surgerymaxx. I want to enjoy living before.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Elliot Rodger reincarnate

livestream your killing spree bro, make sure to tag me

I'd rather kill myself.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Don’t ask the fucking fags on this site. They will gaslight you into being some weird thinking incel. Don’t hate women dude. Just understand it’s all biology. You follow your biology, women follow theirs. Don’t hate the women, hate the system. It is what it is, all you can do is play by the unfair rules. But here’s the thing: as long as you are on the winning side, you won’t care how unfair shit is. You know women like the top 20% of men, and it’s unfair as fuck for the bottom 80%, but once you GET to the top 20%, you won’t be complaining anymore.

My goal is having a normal LTR since I want affection.

 

[Deleted member 5927]

I will never surgerymaxx. I want to enjoy living before.

Dude happiness depends entirely upon yourself. It’s all a mental game. What you tell yourself is how things are. If you tell yourself “I don’t need this or that” then you don’t. If you say “my happiness depends entirely upon the opinions of others” then it does. It’s up to you. Define your own value, regardless of what others think, and just become the best version of yourself. You don’t need anyone else to validate you. Only your opinion is important.

 

[Attorney]

I've learnt to like music sung by womans. It costed me a lot, since I would stop listening to a song if a woman was the singer. That was like 2 years ago. I can listen to them singing now.

That's good, if you managed to do that (even if it took you 2 years), you might be able to overcome more of your fears related to women, who knows.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Dude happiness depends entirely upon yourself. It’s all a mental game. What you tell yourself is how things are. If you tell yourself “I don’t need this or that” then you don’t. If you say “my happiness depends entirely upon the opinions of others” then it does. It’s up to you. Define your own value, regardless of what others think, and just become the best version of yourself. You don’t need anyone else to validate you. Only your opinion is important.

On theory, it's like that, but I don't know what's my value, and I can't find any value in me. I only know that, once I'll lose my current friends, I'll kill myself, because I won't make more friends. I don't know how.

 

[Vitruvian]

i used to feel like you, it sucks. but everything that is happening to you is natural. its evil from them but its natural because society made it so. you show empathy for not going ER, means you probably value something in life, ur family? stick to your values, you are a good person, always remember. the people who hate on you are not good people. dont associate with them

 

[Deleted member 5927]

On theory, it's like that, but I don't know what's my value, and I can't find any value in me. I only know that, once I'll lose my current friends, I'll kill myself, because I won't make more friends. I don't know how.

Dude I fucking wish everyone could think like me. I never fucking give up, I always see the positive, I’m smart enough to dissect the reality around me and see how most people are pathetic pessimistic losers. I wish you could see shit my way. It’s never over. It’s just difficult. Become a slave and you’ll suddenly be happier, I’m serious.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

That's good, if you managed to do that (even if it took you 2 years), you might be able to overcome more of your fears related to women, who knows.

I also was terrified of calling a friend to hang out. I needed 3 years for being less scared of doing that.

 

[Attorney]

I also was terrified of calling a friend to hang out. I needed 3 years for being less scared of doing that.

How old are you now?

 

[Deleted member 10699]

How old are you now?

20.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

i used to feel like you, it sucks. but everything that is happening to you is natural. its evil from them but its natural because society made it so. you show empathy for not going ER, means you probably value something in life, ur family? stick to your values, you are a good person, always remember. the people who hate on you are not good people. dont associate with them
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I don't want people to suffer despite of everything I wrote.

 

[crosshold]

lol its ok to hate women, or their nature at the very least

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Dude I fucking wish everyone could think like me. I never fucking give up, I always see the positive, I’m smart enough to dissect the reality around me and see how most people are pathetic pessimistic losers. I wish you could see shit my way. It’s never over. It’s just difficult. Become a slave and you’ll suddenly be happier, I’m serious.

Oh, I already know that most people who surround me are pathetic, but they're happier than me because they have validation instead of people laughing at them.

 

[Deleted member 6191]

Don’t ask the fucking fags on this site. They will gaslight you into being some weird thinking incel. Don’t hate women dude. Just understand it’s all biology. You follow your biology, women follow theirs. Don’t hate the women, hate the system. It is what it is, all you can do is play by the unfair rules. But here’s the thing: as long as you are on the winning side, you won’t care how unfair shit is. You know women like the top 20% of men, and it’s unfair as fuck for the bottom 80%, but once you GET to the top 20%, you won’t be complaining anymore.

Your posts are pretty good now.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

lol its ok to hate women, or their nature at the very least

I don't want to hate them because I'll have these thoughts and I won't express them irl. And normies are repulsed by these kind of thoughts, yet, they like when woman hate of men (I know that, historically, it's more justified, but still...).

 

[crosshold]

I don't want to hate them because I'll have these thoughts and I won't express them irl. And normies are repulsed by these kind of thoughts, yet, they like when woman hate of men (I know that, historically, it's more justified, but still...).

i mean i repress them its not that hard. just dont go on a killing spree or anything and live your life avoiding them if its that bad

 

[Deleted member 10699]

i mean i repress them its not that hard. just dont go on a killing spree or anything and live your life avoiding them if its that bad

But I want affection.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

But I want affection.

And hating woman will push me back.

 

[spark]

And hating woman will push me back.

you are an ugly animal, you will never find peace until the day you go ER


you will be at peace in Gandy heaven

 

[Deleted member 10699]

you are an ugly animal, you will never find peace until the day you go ER


you will be at peace in Gandy heaven

No u.

 

[Patient A]

Dude shut the fuck up, never even jokingly advocate killing innocent people. As a looksmaxxer you should strive to be the best human possible, not a fucking incel cringe lord.

 

[Deleted member 4797]

Bro just see them for the inferior animals they are, it will only make you mad if they make you feel less than them.

You dont get mad at stupid animals right? So whats the difference.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Bro just see them for the inferior animals they are, it will only make you mad if they make you feel less than them.

You dont get mad at stupid animals right? So whats the difference.

I don't want to have that mindset.

 

[The giga incel]

Bro how old are you? Have those bitches calling u ugly in your face?

 

[Deleted member 4797]

I don't want to have that mindset.

Fair enough.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Bro how old are you? Have those bitches calling u ugly in your face?

21, and behind my back in many situations, that's why I want to be a 4.5 PSL by all costs.

 

[The giga incel]

21, and behind my back in many situations, that's why I want to be a 4.5 PSL by all costs.

Damn bro that crazy,where do u live? What is your psl rn?

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Damn bro that crazy,where do u live? What is your psl rn?

IDK, since all the rates I've got are all over the place. Some said 3-3.5 PSL, som others said 3.75-4.PSL, som other people said 4-4.5 PSL. Then some people said that I was 4.5 PSL. I'd said that I'm a 4 to 4.5 PSL right now.

 

[Deleted member 6512]

i used to feel like you, it sucks. but everything that is happening to you is natural. its evil from them but its natural because society made it so. you show empathy for not going ER, means you probably value something in life, ur family? stick to your values, you are a good person, always remember. the people who hate on you are not good people. dont associate with them
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That quote always make me laugh since all i can read is "blessed are the Meeks"

 

[Deleted member 10699]

That quote always make me laugh since all i can read is "blessed are the Meeks"

Lol.

 

[Deleted member 5698]

Elliot Rodger reincarnate

livestream your killing spree bro, make sure to tag me

insanely low t if after getting bullied you don't hate women

Unironically this, bring some pride to this place and send those whores to hell, i swear to preach your gospel around ALL the sewers of underground and mainstream internet.

 

[MansNotHot]

Autism is fucking brutal

 

[quakociaptockh]

Everyone has to go through the rage phase. It's a natural symptom of being redpilled.

It will go after few months / years, depending on your mental construction.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Unironically this, bring some pride to this place and send those whores to hell, i swear to preach your gospel around ALL the sewers of underground and mainstream internet.

I'll never kill someone.

 

[Deleted member 5698]

I'll never kill someone.

Who said anything about killing people?

 

[Patient A]

I'll never kill someone.

 

[brainded]

I’ve seen your pics, it’s not over.
your priority should be to become the most looksmaxxed version of yourself (body fat, diet, skin.. etc)