I’m convinced I’m slightly schizophrenic

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I was eating nachos in the kitchen today and I hear laughing outside the window then I look out and it stops so I start eating and hear it again then I look out and it stops this happened like 3 times

A few months ago I would regularly see the silhouette of a woman walking around my bed at night of course when I shined my flashlight nothing was there. This happened for maybe like a month and hasn’t happened since

At night I was sitting on my porch and I see someone standing in the woods next to my house I shine the flashlight on my phone and of course no one is there

when I was a kid I was playing tag and was about to enter a dark room but then I saw a figure walking towards me in the doorway so I closed it and opened it again and it was gone

Even in my sleep I used to have nightmares where I would be tortured by monsters they weren’t normal monsters they looked human but there was always something off about them I could tell they weren’t actually people.

During one nightmare I realized it was a dream and started to kill all the monsters and I haven’t had a nightmare like that since.

I’m convinced I have some sort of undiagnosed mental disorder which causes my brain to make weird shit up, luckily these instances are so insanely rare that it doesn’t bother me I’ve gotten use to it


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I have some of the sameish experiences sometimes. I very often see figures in the corner of my eyes walking around and specifically like 2 hours ago I was walking out (late at night) and I swear on mh life I saw 3 people 1 tall 2 short and I walked round the corner and crossed the road and I looked back and no one was there. The thing is it seemed so real
 
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I have some of the sameish experiences sometimes. I very often see figures in the corner of my eyes walking around and specifically like 2 hours ago I was walking out (late at night) and I swear on mh life I saw 3 people 1 tall 2 short and I walked round the corner and crossed the road and I looked back and no one was there. The thing is it seemed so real
Thing is none of these were in the corner of my eye I was staring directly at them

Although when i would see the woman walking around my bed I liked it a lot :forcedsmile: she had a very nice and curvy figure I miss her as bad as it sounds:aheago::aheago:
 
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Wtf, is this horror core, something out of Sinister or some shit
 
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would do numbers on reddit
 
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I was eating nachos in the kitchen today and I hear laughing outside the window then I look out and it stops so I start eating and hear it again then I look out and it stops this happened like 3 times

A few months ago I would regularly see the silhouette of a woman walking around my bed at night of course when I shined my flashlight nothing was there. This happened for maybe like a month and hasn’t happened since

At night I was sitting on my porch and I see someone standing in the woods next to my house I shine the flashlight on my phone and of course no one is there

when I was a kid I was playing tag and was about to enter a dark room but then I saw a figure walking towards me in the doorway so I closed it and opened it again and it was gone

Even in my sleep I used to have nightmares where I would be tortured by monsters they weren’t normal monsters they looked human but there was always something off about them I could tell they weren’t actually people.

During one nightmare I realized it was a dream and started to kill all the monsters and I haven’t had a nightmare like that since.

I’m convinced I have some sort of undiagnosed mental disorder which causes my brain to make weird shit up, luckily these instances are so insanely rare that it doesn’t bother me I’ve gotten use to it


@Wicket @imontheloose @HundredManSlayer
how do you cope with these experiences
 
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I was eating nachos in the kitchen today and I hear laughing outside the window then I look out and it stops so I start eating and hear it again then I look out and it stops this happened like 3 times

A few months ago I would regularly see the silhouette of a woman walking around my bed at night of course when I shined my flashlight nothing was there. This happened for maybe like a month and hasn’t happened since

At night I was sitting on my porch and I see someone standing in the woods next to my house I shine the flashlight on my phone and of course no one is there

when I was a kid I was playing tag and was about to enter a dark room but then I saw a figure walking towards me in the doorway so I closed it and opened it again and it was gone

Even in my sleep I used to have nightmares where I would be tortured by monsters they weren’t normal monsters they looked human but there was always something off about them I could tell they weren’t actually people.

During one nightmare I realized it was a dream and started to kill all the monsters and I haven’t had a nightmare like that since.

I’m convinced I have some sort of undiagnosed mental disorder which causes my brain to make weird shit up, luckily these instances are so insanely rare that it doesn’t bother me I’ve gotten use to it


@Wicket @imontheloose @HundredManSlayer
I've always liked being neurodivergent. It's ok nd of like being high all the time.
 
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how do you cope with these experiences
They’re rare and I’ve been experiencing them my whole life

I’m completely used to it, it’s like drinking water now. Although as a kid it scared me a lot.
 
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They’re rare and I’ve been experiencing them my whole life

I’m completely used to it, it’s like drinking water now. Although as a kid it scared me a lot.
i see, hope you get better tho
 
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I HAVE paranoid schizophrenia
 
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Thing is none of these were in the corner of my eye I was staring directly at them

Although when i would see the woman walking around my bed I liked it a lot :forcedsmile: she had a very nice and curvy figure I miss her as bad as it sounds:aheago::aheago:
Ive looked at some of them before but I very commonly see things in the corner of my eye. It's actually really scary to think about
 
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Finally you are becoming self-aware.
 
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Finally you are becoming self-aware.
Man this brings back memories I still remember the good ole days where you would stalk every post I made

old habits die hard shits nostalgic af where have you been?
 
Man this brings back memories I still remember the good ole days where you would stalk every post I made

old habits die hard shits nostalgic af where have you been?
Are you sure you didn‘t just imagine that in your head just like you imagined the voices in OP?
 
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Are you sure you didn‘t just imagine that in your head just like you imagined the voices in OP?
you're on every post I make, we have special relationship bhai

don't act like you dont feel it too. Thats why you came back to me after being gone for so long;)
 
you're on every post I make, we have special relationship bhai

don't act like you dont feel it too. Thats why you came back to me after being gone for so long;)
I just saw this thread on my fyp and replied. You‘re acting as if i was actively looking for you or something.
 

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