i’m derealized more often than i’m normal

[swt]

i’m in a chronic state of derealization to where i spend more time derealized than time i spend feeling “normal”

annoyingly, derealization became my default. still didn’t get fully used to it, it doesn’t really feel good

 

[enten]

I wish i had the guts to kill myself

 

[swt]

I wish i had the guts to kill myself

i’ve been researching about transitioning to death to build some balls to do it, funny enough it only made me more scared

 

[enten]

i’ve been researching about transitioning to death to build some balls to do it, funny enough it only made me more scared

I read a thread on here about suicide and why you shouldn't do it but it only made me feel more hopeless since i now feel forced to live through all of this suffering once im 18 im going to switzerland and getting assisted suicide!

 

[DrRodger]

Repped this with my dick

 

[swt]

Repped this with my dick

cute

 

[N0Infras]

Brutal should probably see a doctor

 

[anthony267]

I wish i had the guts to kill myself

i’ve been researching about transitioning to death to build some balls to do it, funny enough it only made me more scared

This is so brutal. I feel so bad for you guys. If I didn’t believe in God I would rope tbh. Only reason I’m still here

 

[iblamemyhabits]

I read a thread on here about suicide and why you shouldn't do it but it only made me feel more hopeless since i now feel forced to live through all of this suffering once im 18 im going to switzerland and getting assisted suicide!

nah dont do it bruh

 

[tumz123]

Did u smoke weed at a young age?

 

[Viriato_catholic]

i’m in a chronic state of derealization to where i spend more time derealized than time i spend feeling “normal”

annoyingly, derealization became my default. still didn’t get fully used to it, it doesn’t really feel good

 

[enten]

nah dont do it bruh

there is lit no point in still trying im just gonna spend the rest of my time on here talking with people i can actually relate to and then when the day comes ill finally be at peace

 

[iblamemyhabits]

there is lit no point in still trying im just gonna spend the rest of my time on here talking with people i can actually relate to and then when the day comes ill finally be at peace

u can pm me if u want

 

[enten]

u can pm me if u want

It's okay man, i appreciate it tho it means a lot to me

 

[iblamemyhabits]

It's okay man, i appreciate it tho it means a lot to me

just dont give up man

 

[swt]

Did u smoke weed at a young age?

sober whole life lol that’s the surprising part