I’m disgusted with my old self

[user373737]

Last winter i changed schools and my cortisol levels were at all time high. This caused me to get severe cystic acne and overall made me look worse. For some reason i also decided to grow my (straight) hair out, i thought it looked decent but looking back at it omfg was it terrible..
So yeah from these factors you guys can only guess how fucking subhuman looking i was. Back then i somehow had gaslighted myself into thinking that i looked decent.

However now when i look at my gallery and i find pics of myself from that time period, i genuinely can’t even explain how disgusted i feel with myself. I’m so fucking embarassed to think about the fact i’ve been walking around looking like that. I also feel terrible for my siblings as they must have been embarassed af to even be my siblings and walk around with me

 

[lordway]

least it means youre better now

 

[Absurdist]

How much did u grow it out? My straight hair lowk mogs when grown out to medium length.

 

[Robertski]

Last winter i changed schools and my cortisol levels were at all time high. This caused me to get severe cystic acne and overall made me look worse. For some reason i also decided to grow my (straight) hair out, i thought it looked decent but looking back at it omfg was it terrible..
So yeah from these factors you guys can only guess how fucking subhuman looking i was. Back then i somehow had gaslighted myself into thinking that i looked decent.

However now when i look at my gallery and i find pics of myself from that time period, i genuinely can’t even explain how disgusted i feel with myself. I’m so fucking embarassed to think about the fact i’ve been walking around looking like that. I also feel terrible for my siblings as they must have been embarassed af to even be my siblings and walk around with me

Humans always fluctuate, listen to a bunch of songs you would listen to all the time 2 years ago, I guarantee you that you’ll cringe at one song at least. Our opinions are constantly changing, therefore we get haircuts, change our looks, etc. and looking back on your old self you’ll feel revolted. But your old self felt confident. It’s weird to understand but it’s the truth

 

[user373737]

How much did u grow it out? My straight hair lowk mogs when grown out to medium length.

It was medium lenght too
idk maybe it just didn’t suit me

 

[user373737]

Humans always fluctuate, listen to a bunch of songs you would listen to all the time 2 years ago, I guarantee you that you’ll cringe at one song at least. Our opinions are constantly changing, therefore we get haircuts, change our looks, etc. and looking back on your old self you’ll feel revolted. But your old self felt confident. It’s weird to understand but it’s the truth

thank you man

 

[Robertski]

thank you man

No worries

 

[Absurdist]

It was medium lenght too
idk maybe it just didn’t suit me

Yeah also depends on how its cut and styled. Needs to be layered for it to be decent.

 

[user373737]

Yeah also depends on how its cut and styled. Needs to be layered for it to be decent.

yeah that could be the reason mine was terrible