I'm done being bitter about my past

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I know I've had a pretty shitty childhood, adolescence and young adulthood, and it's mostly my parents' fault for being over-the-top overprotective and worried about everything (and raising me on soft foods, letting me mouth breathe etc). Looking back though, the few times in my life that I slightly got out of the misery was when I let go of the bitterness and rumination, when I just lived in the present, worked hard, focused on my goals, and tried to connect with others without being defensive and anxious. All I have now is the present and the potential to have a better future, the only efficient mode of being is to just fucking live and try things. I'm going to take over my Dad's business in 5-8 years, expand it, and live a decent life with a family of my own. Listen to me boyos, do what you gotta do, you're wasting your life by just repeating "It's over" all day. If there's no hope then just LDAR in peace, it is what it is, roll a joint and lay back.
 
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My mum always told me to close my mouth because a fly might find its way in there. Good shit mum
it is what it is, roll a joint and lay back.
tbh
 
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i have no hope
its over for me
no aspirations, no one likes me, foids find me disgusting.
my life is over, im rotting forever
 
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I know I've had a pretty shitty childhood, adolescence and young adulthood, and it's mostly my parents' fault for being over-the-top overprotective and worried about everything (and raising me on soft foods, letting me mouth breathe etc). Looking back though, the few times in my life that I slightly got out of the misery was when I let go of the bitterness and rumination, when I just lived in the present, worked hard, focused on my goals, and tried to connect with others without being defensive and anxious. All I have now is the present and the potential to have a better future, the only efficient mode of being is to just fucking live and try things. I'm going to take over my Dad's business in 5-8 years, expand it, and live a decent life with a family of my own. Listen to me boyos, do what you gotta do, you're wasting your life by just repeating "It's over" all day. If there's no hope then just LDAR in peace, it is what it is, roll a joint and lay back.
 
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i have no hope
its over for me
no aspirations, no one likes me, foids find me disgusting.
my life is over, im rotting forever
Then just relax, escortcel, drink some coffee. Feel free to rope too
 
Then just relax, escortcel, drink some coffee. Feel free to rope too
when i get the opportunity im just gonna valiumaxx and forget about everything
 
I know I've had a pretty shitty childhood, adolescence and young adulthood, and it's mostly my parents' fault for being over-the-top overprotective and worried about everything (and raising me on soft foods, letting me mouth breathe etc). Looking back though, the few times in my life that I slightly got out of the misery was when I let go of the bitterness and rumination, when I just lived in the present, worked hard, focused on my goals, and tried to connect with others without being defensive and anxious. All I have now is the present and the potential to have a better future, the only efficient mode of being is to just fucking live and try things. I'm going to take over my Dad's business in 5-8 years, expand it, and live a decent life with a family of my own. Listen to me boyos, do what you gotta do, you're wasting your life by just repeating "It's over" all day. If there's no hope then just LDAR in peace, it is what it is, roll a joint and lay back.
This post was made purely for you, @ZUZZCEL lord of bittercels.
 
This post was made purely for you, @ZUZZCEL lord of bittercels.
would lol if your dad ends up going bankrupt leaving you with hella debt and a bloated face.
 
would lol if your dad ends up going bankrupt leaving you with hella debt and a bloated face.
He has safe assets with insurance lol. And for my debt I'm refinancing via Younger Sister Credit Union tbh
 
i have no hope
its over for me
no aspirations, no one likes me, foids find me disgusting.
my life is over, im rotting forever
You could use .co
 

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